if u ask most people now a days they will probably tell you, that you can put a value on just about anything. but whats the value of a kiss, a touch, an embrace. how can you put value on something like that, can you value those things, how about a relationship? to me there are so many different ways i value these things. the value of a kiss; soft lips a soft touch especially when there is real emotion behind it. a kiss to me is valued differently when placed in different body parts. a kiss on the lips to me mean i want to be with you i want to get to know you i want to give and recieve more. a kiss on the neck, passion, the type of passion that drives a relationship. the kind of kiss that makes you think of heat. a kiss on the breast, plain and simple i want you. how about the kiss on your fingertip, have you ever really thought about that? next time you are with yor other kiss their fingertips, see the reaction you get. a kiss on your thigh. depending on what emotions are going through your mind at that time it has different meanings too. last night i had a dream. i dreamed there i was sitting somewhere, i couldnt say what i was doing before that particular moment in my dream. my arms wee crossed in front of me and i was leaning on a fence of some soft. a man walked back to me and kissed me, just once on the lips, not a long kiss, not a friendly peck from a friend, but i could feel the passion behind it. my arms uncrossed i watched this man walk away. i strained to see where he was going, why just that one kiss, why me? the man turned back around and stood in front of me, he leaned down to me and kissed me again. this time this kiss was longer. not the most passionate kiss ive ever had but there was something behind it. i opened my eyes from that kiss to see his face. behind his eyes you could see there was something there. a smile scrawled across his lips, the corners of his mouth curling just a little. he smiled, i smiled back. at that point i knew in my heart i wanted him. i wanted him like i had never wanted a man before. i wanted to kiss him more. there are so many different ways you can kiss and each way directly corresponds with the person whois either getting or giving the kiss. i kiss my boys on the forehead, i know that when i do that they see that i love them unconditionally the kind of kiss that only a mother gives their child. when i ask for a kiss my youngest will tell me binky kiss, so i get to kiss his pacifier, then he pulls his binky out of his mouth and the best most adoreable bird lips emerge and i get a wet kiss, the kind that makes your heart melt as a mom. i kiss my sister. i love my sister not in a wierd way but the way that i know i can tell her anything. she does not judge me and encourages me which ever path i take. my family has always been the kissy touchy type people with just a few exceptions. my dad would come home from work, my mom would pass by and he would grab her and she would sit on his lap and they kissed. not the type of kiss that a child ever wants to see their parents do, but a genuine affection kiss. a hi honey im home kiss and im glad your here. my parents were married for 44 years and i never saw their kisses be anything but true to each other. that was the type of relationship i wanted to be in. i wanted that kind of true and unabashed love. when i was married the first several years i had those kisses, but they faded. why what did i do or what didnt i do. i rack my brain every day wondering why my love as well as his fizzeld out. what was the catalyst that made the love the passion between us fade. i thought it was all my fault. it wasnt. when i met him i was still young, he was younger we grew up and basically grew apart. he wanted to go one way i went another. so much for my wedded bliss huh? i still believe its out there. a person who can kiss me again and make me go weak in the knees. a small kiss that reminds you how important you are to someone else. to be embraced and loved for who and what i am. i care sometimes too much, but thats what has made me who i am today. i still believe love is out there for me, the person who i will grow old with, share the rest that life has to hold. the person i cry to when ive had a rough day and they just embrace me and tell me that everything will be ok. the person i go to when i just wanna sit and hold watching a movie or curled up on the couch playing footsie with each other. little smirks coming across our face wondering how much time we have alone before one of the kids rolls in. an embrace that i put my arms around his shoulders when hes had a bad day. the type that tells him i wanna know how your day went and dont leave out any details. i will listen intently and for real. kiss the back of their neck so they know what they mean to me. i wanna fight with someone who when they challenege me doesnt mind that i wont back down but might just give in to make love to them. start little arguments with them just to see them start to get frustrated but then realize im playing with them and a smile comes to him. i think every person in this world deserves this kind of relationship. everyone should realize the value of a kiss....
