Its been a while but ok here goes it....Its pretty much same shit different day...still totally head over heals in love with the same guy and all that stuff but its goin ok I guess...we still aren't back together but its one step at a time right? Anyhoo I took my big ass to classes and took my state test I am officially an STNA thats awesome I missed it. Big step but I made it. Now the next step is to get a job n start bringin in the cash right? WRONG since sum dumbfuck who was SUPPOSED to be my best friend...like my fuckin brother decided to be a pussy n call the cops I ended up losin my fuckin license....damnit. But oh well I'll find a way around it I always do. My kid wow shes gettin big!She turned 1 Wednesday. Got 4 teeth now n startin to walk. Seems like just yesterday they were handin her to me n tellin me she weighed 7 lbs and was 19in. long n Shawn was scared to death to hold her! lol! I'll never forget that...took him 2 hrs but he did finally hold her. lmao! Things were A LOT better when she was born but I have this undying faith that things will get better for the both of us. Thats all u can have when u don't have certainty right? I hope. Well I gotta go thnx 4 readin ya'll have a good one!
