Its hard when you are finally able to love some one so unconditional just to have there love seem as though its dwindling because of the way you live, because of others bringing you down .... i hate this feeling of being ripped from the only one ive ever loved so unconditionally. To know that he loves me with every fiber of his being an yet i can barely see him..and it kills me to know thats its all my fault that hes hurting right now , and im the one thats squeezing his heart because im not able to see him often... Please I pray to the goddess help me ...help me to understand. I love him and i never want to let him go i just need some guidence ...something! Blessed be!