Can’t believe in a couple more weeks, I will be a g mom. My first grandson/grandchild will be here.

Baby shower was great. My babygirl had so many ppl show up. Now just waiting for my grandson to get here in August.

Planning a baby shower is so stressful. My daughter list of people 200 ppl. For a baby shower. God help me with the wedding.

A day off. Woohoo.

So tired of being depressed. Now my daughter is making it a little harder. She is mad at me because I’m still smoking. But I’m trying to quit. I should be happy she is having my grand baby. But now she will not ever talk to me. I loss my mother and now my daughter will not talk to me. My life sucks.

Last year was one of the hardest years for me. Found out my mother had pancreatic cancer and not a month later she passed away. I’m bypassing October for now. Depression is a true thing. Three months without my best friend is hard.

The Elvis movie was so good. My mother and I enjoyed it.

I guess I will need to check in more on my page.

I guess I will need to check in more on my page.

I guess I will need to check in more on my page.

I guess I will need to check in more on my page.

Just got back from Jamaica with my beautiful daughter. God I miss it already.

Been thinking a lot for the pass couple of days. I would like to think the ppl who commented on my post. I’m feeling like I’m a piece of meat in his eyes. I want to be treated like he only want me. So now I have to think it I want to continue this after 30 years.

Thanks guys. Because I don’t want any of it. It’s crazy. I was say I’m not in a relationship with you and you want this. Shit what happen if we do get in a relationship this crazy shit will stop. So NOT happening with me.

Ok guys question. The guy I’m been seeing off and on for 30 yrs. Wants to watch me have sex with another guy and wants a 3 sum with another female. What do u guys think?

Worked a long day at HD. Fun thing is must of the supervisors did not get a break tonight. I worked from 11am to 9pm. Story of my life.

Just got out of my hot tub. God now I’m hot. But my body feels a lot better. But I have a feeling I will be working a double tomorrow. If my opener does not come in.

I’m so stressed. Dealing with my mother who has had two strokes in the past and a car accident a few months ago. And doesn’t have a car anymore. Wants to walk to my brother’s apartment about a mile away in this heat. I say please don’t let me find out you walked over there and this heat. She get pissed at me and goes back upstairs. I don’t know what to do. I’m just a daughter not one of her drs. Grrr.

Second day of no smoking. I’m going to stop smoking these cigarettes. Only 19 more days to start a habit. I can do this.

Guys thank you for the comments. But y ask the size of my boobs. U don’t need to no that unless ur sleeping with me. So please respect people.