Today would be your 37th birthday... There are no words to describe how much I miss you and how much I regret never telling you "I love you"... you were taken from and this world far to early... I love you One day you're going to need me but I'm not going to be there. Cause you threw it all away when you decided not to care. I thought time was supposed to make this easier... We were friends, for so long we were inseparable, we promised to have each others back, but it turns out I had your back, while you had A knife in mine. I didn't think it was possible to miss you this much...*sigh*... so far away..I wish you were here. Before it's too late this could all disappear. Before the doors close and it feels like the end, with you by my side I would fight and defend We were friends, for so long we were inseparable, we promised to have each others back, but it turns out I had your back, while you had A knife in mine. My biggest mistake?... I trusted you Sicker than sick ugh this blows is ready to jump on a plane to new york and beat this bitch down sooooooooooo tired. but too much going on in my mind for me to sleep. ugh i hate that >_ after this morning I once again am beginning to feel like I am stuck in a room with no vents...Im finding it harder and harder to breathe... Why do people say such amazingly beautiful things, treat you like you are their world and then like a light switch BAHAHAHAHAH!!! You think that I am jealous of YOU???? oh honey honey honey....tsk tsk tsk... now, what on earth do you have that would make ME jealous? LMMFAO!! Huh! Be two-faced & back-stabbing! The bridge you chose to burn has me on the other side with Karma laughing at your ignorance and stupidity! Been completely ignored and avoided for the last week or more... no problem... Trust, I got karma on my side... kinda sad neither of you can say the same simply unhappy at the moment pretty soon you'll be just a memory... I need to get laid! lmao...yes it may be inappropriate for me to say that...but...it's freaking true dammit! Isn't it funny when you put a status and people jump & think you are talking about them. Ha! Sorry you aren't the center of my world honey!! "What did you expect? You didn't just play with fire, you soaked the matches in gasoline." |