Have a wonderful weekend ❤

if you try to chat with me and i dont reply right away or at all i apologize. i am on here off and on and am horrible to replying on time. you gave a better chance sending me a message message. sometimes my stupid phone doesnt alert me.

come on mother nature for the love of god make up your mind! My allergies cant take much more!

Not doing too great tonight.. this weekend was my best friends celebration of life. she was taken way too soon from this world. she warmed the world with her smile and the lives of all who knew her. Sweet friend i will love you always.

I hope you all are having a great weekend xoxo

why??? why do i do this to myself??

bleh..Feeling very done with it all. why even bother trying anymore?

i'm beyond f'cked up right now that i feel numb.. numb is good..no pain and i can drift among the clouds for a bit. i love you all and hope you all are having a great day! peace out.

ugh horrible sick with bad kidney stones and possible infection. i'm running a high fever and yet i can't seem to get warm and it hurts so bad! ugh just put me outta my misery. :(

seriously f'd up right now...

ugh.

not feeling good :(

blah :(

Merry Christmas!

ugh. 2:30am and i can't sleep. Stupid insomnia.

I hate kidney stones! ߘ

It is flippin' cold right now! My heater broke last Wednesday and still has yet to be fixed (they need to order parts of whatever). It is 32 degrees right now outside and I am freezing! :(

Happy Thanksgiving! ❤

It feels so good to feel numb for while.

Yay! Today I turn 25..again. This will be my 12th anniversary of turning 25..someday I will make it to 30!! ߘ�ߘ