ok, im done here...we need to get lives dont we?

fuck fubar...changin it up too much. oh yeah, i told you to buy silver back when it was $18...listen to me now? idiots...

smartest thing you could do right now if you have some extra money?? BUY SILVER!....no joke.

wish there were more women who knew the FACT that its more desirable to be EVEN MORE sexy and hot without ever having shown any skin or using the body to gain attraction from men. its all too rare and its what we REALLY want..T&A is effortless!

am i the only one who thinks that sexual interaction or "favors", particularly "BJs" are off the table as a means of returning a non-sexual favor..just something done as show of friendship? wouldnt that make us whores?? wtf?

haha, that passed quickly..shouldnt think about those things, no shit. it hit me again that i really dont care...rolls off your back when youre right, focused, ready and knowing...

oh wow, i could write a 3000pg epic right now...lights a fire when you get reminded of how someone could claim to truly love you for the heart you have and then spit in your face just to stick with an old, invalid agenda. weak.

ok im gettin concerned now..someone please tell me that there are still women out there who arent psycho to serve their own false assumptions? why couldnt this happen last week? oh well, movin on, got a mind to feed..

nothin like tellin the WORLD WIDE web who you had sex with whilst crying for attention from pigs by showin nude ass to win a "bling pack"...if thats not respectable, i dont wanna know what is!

35mil for an auto 11...anyone still selling those for the hyperinflated fubuck?

a year on fubar?? been longer actually but am i supposed to celebrate or something? its actually depressing to think of all the time ive wasted staring at this shit..however, i wouldnt have met them otherwise....

improving

its so much easier to be angry, to feel hurt by someone, to push them away than it is to miss them for the rest of your life. remember that the next time you treat someone like shit.

i bet i really did expect my luck to hold out even after speaking to someone as if i wished they were dead. i shouldve had my ass kicked for that...instead theres this black cloud. its a warning, a final one no doubt.

being told by someone you think about all the time, whom you have and would do anything for that they dont care about you has probably been the worst kick in the balls i could get considering that i only called to wish her daughter a happy 2nd bday. damn..

never knew id be so upset pickin up the remains of a pet...i have no conscious idea, but maybe its my heart's way of honoring her...that, and the fact that we have a horrible habit of owning the sweetest pups god ever created.

got 20mil towards that auto 11...anyone still sellin bling these days? also, if you help me hook one up from someone else ill throw in a nice finders fee!! got fubucks comin out my fu-asscrack!

im about to get whats coming to me...theres a heavy price to pay at the bottom of this spiral...goodbye to everyone i met on here, dont be as stupid as i was.

empty

almost positive im about to get yet another and probably FINAL lesson in "taking shit for granted"...guess it wasnt enough to just love and appreciate what i had...gosh, luck does run out..who knew?