One of the hardest things about being in love with an addiction is worrying about them. Worry about if she's going to OD, worry about where she is, worry about if she's safe, worry about every damn thing. No matter how bad it is though I still love her and it's killing me. I HATE watching her kill herself and destroy the person she can be for her drug. Wish she'd come around and realize what she's doing to herself and others. But Hell, if I could be granted a wish, it would be that she loved me as much as I love her...

Sometimes it really suxs to be me, why do women think I'm joking when I say 45 minutes is a quickie for me and then when 15 minutes is up they're all like "have you cumbersome yet, I'm getting sore...". Damn I hate being left blue balled!

There is no such thing as True Love...only Lust with those pesky attachment issues!

Need profile rates and fans to lvl...

What's on your mind?We all have dark times, some deal with them better than others. I've had mine and I know I didn't deal with it very well at all. As a matter of fact I was an asshole and treated everyone around me really shitty. Sorry about that.

Trying to be content about where I'm at in life.

Damn, I'm need some loving right now...sigh.

Ugh...damnit...swallow the ball for my tongue ring...Damn I'm having one of those days.

Some things change, but the great things never do!

Typical, damned if I do and damned if I don't...

Never trust a woman that says she give up men if things don't work out with you...she lies more than a whore on her back...

Hmmm...what to do what to do....maybe something really nasty and mean or...

Really getting feed up with certain people and the things they both do and say or not say...