friday night my best friends wife Died in her sleep, I'll miss Jill benson till my last breath as she was an equal best friend. she had a sense of humor and heart no one can or will ever match. when I woke up Saturday morning I had the song stuck in my head only the good die young. I will celebrate her life and morn her death for the rest of my life, rip my sweet friend !!! I grew up where PTSD is common grounds I've seen the allmighty dollar replace god, trust is gone to show me the money and friends is turned to frienamys, I see it this way, if you was god what would you do ? checkout what the prophet's are saying on what's coming ! knowing is half the battle good morning FULAND, every morning I use up my ability points first n formost to the people who use there's on me ! only then the first person who is first on my like n ratings list !!! 15 yrs ago I met a girl I fell in love with even I knew nothing about her she was amazing in every sense of the word I even wanted to marry her so I moved her in with me, all my friends who knew her told me it was a mistake so I shrubbed them off. at the time I was getting pain pills for my 2 bulged disc in my back, so everytime I filled my prescriptions they would be completely gone the next day. she burned my couch n carpet with cigs I noticed when I came home from work because she was so high from the pills, so I had to hide my pills n that didn't work n it got to the point she was using the law to get my pills n money for stronger pills even though I never laid a hand on her she she would lie to the law. well I put my foot down n told her she has to pack her bags n leave n that night she found my pills n started beating her self up n trying to get me to hit her but instead I left the house n shortly after my mom calls me n says the law is here looking for me. so I turned my self in the next day... I had t happy sunfunday FULAND !!! going to the oldsmar flea market today brake this dam cabin fever n see if there's anything I can't live without !!!
I might take pics so I can remember what the outside world looks like :) Happy thirsty thursday !!! if we get angry when karma gives us a reality slap, we get slapped again n again until we learn why we keep getting slapped, stop blaming luck... as soon as daylight sparks I'm working on my car AGAIN, I hope your day is better than mine !!! every year the hurricane goes to the east coast of Florida,
I'll get some windbands but I'll be lucky if we get some rainbands.. HAPPY SUNFUNDAY FULAND !!! the storm heading to FL is going on the east coast. thank God I'm the west coast !!! bless up n make your mama proud !!! fixed my car yesterday n I'm gonna ride it like I stole it today !!! have a great Thursday out there in fuland :) happy hump day my Fu friends n family I'm always a happy man when it rains daily ! I see water as the gift of life fountain of youth :) without it nothing lives ... always wish for it never against it !!! happy sunfunday fuland live it up today tomorrow is not promised :) my visit was very sad to my childhood best friends house, he has really bad dementia and didn't even know who I was untill I started reminiscing the good old days but I had the opportunity to bring lots of laughter n joy not just to him but his whole family !!! if you have a minute please pray for Billy andreas as he would do the same for you !!! driving to Daytona Beach FL for the weekend to celebrate my childhood best friends birthday, I'll be in n out this weekend so I hope you all have a fantastic weekend in fuland !!! please don't think you know me... and if your a young beautiful girl thinking you can turn me into your sugar Daddy please don't waist your time n no I don't want your number. every else I hope you all have a super amazing day !!! xo |