Ill never be good enough..

Wish I could go back to being a kid when you had no worries.. Though even as a kid.. I had more worries then any kid should have had.. At the moment life sucks.. Argh.

Idiots amuses me...

~ Today marks two years of the worst day of my life.. I miss and love you bub..

~ One breath should I use it, Life, death should I choose it.~ Phone call to a few peep, No promises to keep kiss the sky and just go to sleep. So long tried to hold on So long tried to stay strong Everything that I know and grow Now seems long gone~

~ One breath shoyld I use it, Life, death should I choose it.~ Phone call to a few peep, No promises to keep kiss the sky and just go to sleep. So long tried to hold on So long tried to stay strong Everything that I know and grow Now seems long gone~

Im so not use to a guy paying shit for me..yesterday I was demanded to not use my money.. He paid for everything.. LOL. Strange..

car crash last night.. car is messed up.. my shoulder is messed up... everything is messed up.. fml

♥ Never get drunk.. sit on a hood of a car @ Circle K.. somehow falling back and off the car giggling.. You just might be recorded.. like I was last night ;@ ♥ lmao

♥ Another fall, another feather torn, another tear down the cheek, once more a fallen angel with broken wings♥

♥ Wanting something real. ♥

♥ Wanting something real. ♥

♥ Is it wrong for wanting someone that will stay and love me for me? Not run away when things are difficult, or am I not worth the effort? Bleh ♥

♥ Is it wrong for wanting someone that will stay and love me for me? Not run away when things are difficult, or am I not worth the effort? Bleh

♥ Ugh. Fuck it.. I give up. ♥

"Warning... I'm wearing my evil panties! muwaha" lmao.. R/F/A/C ♥ Leave me some lovins! ♥

I've came to the conclusion.. I'm to hard to be with and never enough to be worth the trouble of one.. ~

Obviously.. I'm too hard to be with.. and can't be loved.. *sigh*

hmph...

Maybe I did something to deserve to be treated like shit all the time.. ugh. :|