omg someone take this pain away. it's so bad :(

Well i was told a few things last night that made me nervous but I'm ready to be with you. But don't ever say i can do better than you, because no one can compare to you babe.

I love talking to you and seeing you. I love everything about you. I'm all yours. And im never letting you go!

When you want to speed things along for a sexy guy you iust met but you cant control the situation.. Ugh i wanna see you :(

Nevermind...

definitely starting to feel butterflies again

Gonna have a great 2 weeks. Valentines day and then my birthday. And Shit has really been brought into the light for me! So glad I'm not worrying about you anymore! :)

Funny I'm the only one who can put up with your bullshit and games. But you choose not to talk to me..

The pain I feel inside no one understands... :(

I miss the old days when we would smoke weed together and fall asleep in each others arms. I miss you and I hope your having a good night. (h)

Watching Pocahontas with my daughter. Feelin hungry and tired, wish I had something to do after she goes to bed later. :/

Just got up and took a shower, fed the cats aND ate some breakfaat. Im beginning to see things Alot clearer than I ever have before. I wish he would be on board with me about some things but I guess he is just like his father. Maybe I should just accept that we will never be together and move away from here. I don't think he would even check up on me if I was gone...So sad.

I think I want to slam someones face into a wall.

I'm going to get a job really soon

Ijs fuckin with all these hoes is going to get you nowhere...I feel like you need to grow up.

Your sex got me like Woahhh.

I can't wait to go back home so I can see him... I miss him so much!

Feeling pretty lonely today...

ive been having some really good days. I'm pretty pissed off at him though, but it is what it is.

Well that's it I finally see the light. I'm leaving you alone now cuz I know your with someone and won't tell me. Men are so shady.