Decided to join the Air Force wanted to join the Army but parents and cousins told me not to...they were/are Army, so I am listening). Thanx Emily for the encouragement to join. I know that my linguistic skills will be put to use. To my enlisted cousin, contest is on... I am working on becoming an Officer.

I don't understand guys. You want a girl who is faithful and when you get her you cheat on her. What the the Hell!?

I am in Love with BIG BANG's T.O.P....He is going through what I went through recently and we both had the same issues growing up. To bad he is so far away! If he needs someone he can always find me....

Proud of my umma. After 7 years of refusing to take her insulin (because she has a needle phobia and they make her faint) she told me tonight that she has actually been taking her insulin without fainting. She even showed me the needle bruises that were left after she stuck herself.

Disgusted! One of my male full time supervisors thinks he can walk up to me and ask me out at work and not take no for an answer! Ugh, Don't you know who my appa is at work? Do you want to keep your job or stay living? I am everyone's lil sister, because most of them have known me since I was a baby. You have only known me 5 weeks. YOU DISGUST ME!

Had a great day shopping with my umma (mom) and treated her to Japanese Lunch...one of her favorites. She just hated our Chef but the second Chef she had no problem with...that was because he was younger and paid attention to her more than anyone else. I don't get it....younger guys looking at my umma and wanting her. Though she is pretty, you would think after they find out she has a 30 yr old son they would run away...nope they don't.

Pissed off at some backstabbers and Worried about someone very important to me. I go to work like everything is going well...Lee & Ingyu thank you, I know I can count on you to make me laugh when I am down.

Looks like I will be missing my 2nd job tonight...gotta take care of my umma (mom). She is sick and its my fault. Feeling guilty....This is the worst time for her to get sick. She has to take double the insulin when she runs fevers. instead of 20 cc she has been increased to 40cc that is to much. she can't have her favorite foods either because most are citric acid food or have gluten in them...I feel for her.

Another day at work...Lee was very playful today. Claire swears he is flirting but I don't see him in that way. I will be heading to my second job in a lil' while and I plan to tease the world out of In Gyu and embarrass him even more than what I did yesterday.

In Gyu....my umma's breast at not for 16 year olds....haha

Seriously hate CHEATERS & LIARS. I wish I could knock the Hell out of him for cheating on her! why did he have to use my phone? to do it even during CHURCH! I swear the person that gets with me better never let me catch his him cheating. He will DIE right than and there!!!!

I am into guys 17-28 years old and mainly Asians but I do like white guys too. I am sorry to all of those that are older than 29 years old that like me....ANyone older than that is like dating my older brother (30), my bio (39) and my appa (44)...Just don't seem right to me.

What a beautiful woman....I love my umma...I can't believe she surprised me with allowing me to take pictures with her. That never happens. A very rare moment in my life. I think I am going to save up my money and with a friend's help I want to take her to the next concert of her favorite group when they have one on the east coast....that way she can see the one she is in love with. And yes, she is in love and not like a fan.

was being nosy and going through my umma's photos from when she was a child/teen and saw something interesting. I always wondered why my umma only paid attention to only 1 kpop idol from YG Entertainment, who is 20 years younger than her and I finally found out why. If she would not have snatched the picture I would have posted. After taking it out of my hands and went to her area of the house that is hers to be alone, I heard her crying. I found out from my great aunt that the picture was of my umm's first love who died when he was 12 years old in a car accident on her brother's birthday. The person that she likes in YG Family looks soooo much like him. If I believed in re-incarnation I would say it is him. No wonder umma listens to his solo music than she does the group music. I am sorry umma for teasing you about being a stalker. And to that person "Thank You" she knows how to love again with her Heart.

What's oJT....ya better not start anything with Ash...You'll lose against me...Remember I am your Queen and you, wallypop and devonte promised to worship me until you die! Even when you have your girlfriends...Isn't that why you call me you best friend? Hehehe your mind?

My plans for next weekend....Work on my new car some more and hangout with my boys....Jt are your tools ready, Devonte (my bear) no fighting and Dillion get the paintball guns ready. Oh, and if Wallypop comes he better watch out. Still mad at him. I can't wait to have some fun. This is going to be done even if it is cold and snowing...by the way boys Ty and Ash are coming with me too.

I got confessed to just walking in the mall with my friends. They even liked the fact when they told me I was pretty, I had the confidence to say "I know, thank you"...My friends told them I was conceited but they told them I had confidence. I thought it to be funny that other females were getting jealous. Doesn't matter to me, I am what I am..Nothing more and Nothing less. I am not here in this world to please anyone but myself. Don't like it Don't talk to me!

Worked on my car...never worked on a car before. Thanx Ms. Korin for teaching me. Looking forward to finish next weekend. Greg...better get the grill ready...Ash & Ty are coming with me too along with Appa & Umma....Ready to learn to play Darts (Cricket) afterwards too.

My parents are nasty but funny....I named my car Mickey because I like Minnie Mouse and everything in my car is going to be Minnie Mouse. My appa (dad) said shouldn't it be the other way around. the car should me Minnie Mouse that way Mickey can be in Minnie? Nasty Appa Nasty!

I am sooo HAPPY....I got my first car 93 Chevy Cavalier and it runs perfect. Needs body work but I paid for all by myself (no help from the parent) & I got surprised when we went to go get the title. I was told the car can go in my name only if I want even with a permit. MINE MINE MINE....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!