Yes i am single and hanging out with whoever i want to at the moment!! and not having to answer to anyone!!! so hit me up and come smoke a blunt Pc Pc Bitches.......
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!” Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
Well im down for anything, I love to have fun and just let loose!!! Especially after a long day at work lol.... IM not all about partying, I like to have nights at home to just cuddle up with a book or a guy lol which i dont have one at the moment but whatever.... He'll come along one day... Ive been single for how ever long we're done im moved on lol I have my eyebrow pierced and my labret and i also have 3 tatts im planning on gettin a whole bunch more tattoos and a few more piercings pretty soon now that i am working lol Anything else im not really sure if ya want to know the mushy stuff then here ya go lol im a very caring person sometimes im too caring Im honest and sincere And i am very blunt if i am thinking something i will tell you lol if im mad i'll tell you where its at lol So... i work as an activity assistant for an elderly care center. I talk to them, read to them, plan arts and crafts and birthday partys, most people think what i do is easy but you have no idea how i bend over and break my back for moving these residents and fixing wheelchairs and feeding them so yea to all those that think i h ave it easy come work a day in my shoes you'd hate it! but i love it i thrive for helping people that cant help themselves! Well thas pretty much it AOL/AIM : mswhitysmurph420@aol.com ~*CRYSTAL*~