"If you're going to bet then bet it all and get it over with."

Alot of what I am today is built off of past lies... I've been trying to clean myself up not off drugs or alcohol but off my compulsilve lieing habits.

Truely I've done quite a few horrid things in my past that I'm really not proud of... I repent non stop to try and cleans my past of these blemishes even though I know it does no good...