Welcome to my little box in the fu-world! It isn't much but it's me just the same!

I'm a divorced mom of 4 beautiful children. they are 20, 18, 12 and 5 and they are my life... they are the only ones in this life that haven't hurt me, at least not intentionally..I have a BS in Business Administration... 4 grueling nights a week but I put myself through college with a 4 year degree in 3 1/2 years. I work in customer service for a Fortune 500 Company based out of Sidney, Ohio and have been there for 7 years now. That ladder is looking more attainable every day though!

I was born in Arkansas and grew up in a little town called Batesville... Yes, home of Mark Martin!! We actually were neighbors for a little while. Now both my nephews work at his dealership. I'm gonna get me a limited edition convertible Shelby someday too! Gotta dream big baby!

(I'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I COULD WRITE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING I WANTED TO IN HERE, WON A MIL IN THE LOTTERY, AND NO ONE WILL READ IT ANYWAY, )- LOL


I ABSOLUTELY DETEST PLAYERS FOR THEY ARE NOT MEN, THEY ARE COWARDS AND DON'T DESERVE ME.

SOME ASK ME WHAT I WANT SO HERE GOES- I WANT SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T THINK THEY HAVE TO BE SUPERMAN TO EVERY WOMAN. I WANT SOMEONE WHO CAN BE MY SUPERMAN..AND JUST MY SUPERMAN. SOME WOMEN DON'T LIKE TO SHARE AND SINCE MY FIRST EX HUSBAND DID NOTHING BUT CHEAT ON ME THE ENTIRE TIME WE WERE MARRIED ( HE'S A CONTROL FREAK BIG TIME) I DECIDED THAT I'M TIRED OF SHARING MY LOVE WITH A ZILLION WOMEN AND IF A MAN IS GOING TO CHEAT YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, BUT I DAMN SURE DON'T HAVE TO BE TREATED THAT WAY AND I WON'T ANYMORE. MY 2ND EX HUSBAND I JUST DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT "PERSON".

I AM A PERSON THAT BELIEVES LOVE CAN TRANSCEND ANY BARRIER AND THAT IF YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE IT SHOULDN'T MATTER HOW FAR APART YOU MIGHT BE AT THE MOMENT. BUT I AM LEARNING TO PULL MY HEART OFF MY SLEEVE AND BE A SPONGE AND TAKE IN EVERYTHING...EVERY WORD AND EVERY ACTION. AFTER ALL, ACTIONS DO SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS EVER COULD. SOME OF YOU SHOULD REMEMBER THAT.

I'M A HUMAN AND I'M NOT PERFECT AND WOULD NEVER PRETEND TO BE. I'M HUMAN ENOUGH THAT THINGS HURT ME...OK GUESS A LITTLE PART OF MY HEART IS STILL ON MY SLEEVE--(NOTE TO SELF TO WORK ON THAT)...BUT I'M NOT GONNA SIT AND FEED YOUR EGOS UNTIL YOUR CUP RUNNETH OVER. ALL MY LIFE I'VE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN AND DON'T GET BACK HALF. EVERYONE TAKES AND GIVES BACK VERY LITTLE. IT GETS OLD AFTER A WHILE.

I'M HERE BECAUSE I HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS. THEY KEEP ME GOING WHEN SOMETIMES I'D REALLY LIKE TO JUST DISAPPEAR. AND I KNOW THAT IF I EVER NEEDED ANYTHING, THEY WOULD DO EVERYTHING THEY COULD TO HELP. I'M NOT HERE TO SEE YOUR NSFW PICS- JUST BECAUSE I HAVE THEM DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO SEE YOURS- I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO VIEW MINE, THAT WAS YOUR CHOICE. BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE DAMN THING, IF YOU CAN'T CARRY ON A CONVERSATION WITH ME THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE SOME STUPID REMARK ABOUT MY BODY PARTS OR HOW MUCH YOU'D LIKE TO DO THIS OR THAT TO ME, YOU WILL GET BLOCKED FASTER THAN YOU CAN HIDE YOUR SCREEN FROM YOUR WIFE OR GIRLFRIEND!

********WHEN I DO CLOSE MY NSFW FOLDER STOP ASKING ME TO BE IN MY FAMILY-THAT'S A DEAD GIVE AWAY THAT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIG AND I'LL BLOCK YOU****** I WILL NOT GIVE OUT MY YAHOO TO YOU SO STOP ASKING THAT TOO AND GET PISSED IF YOU WANT, BUT IT'S NOT A FUBAR RULE THAT I HAVE TO GIVE YOU MY PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!!!!! AND I DON'T CAM-- DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO SAY THAT!!!! BLOCK AND BLOCK AGAIN!!!
I'LL TREAT YOU AS WELL AS YOU TREAT ME, PLAIN AND SIMPLE!

I PAY MY OWN WAY THROUGH LIFE SO AT 39 IF I WANT TO POST SEXY PICS OF MYSELF, THAT IS MY RIGHT. IT IS NOT YOUR RIGHT TO BE A PIG TO ME.




Stay true to yourself, be truthful with everyone, CHOOSE YOUR WORDS CAREFULLY FOR THOSE ARE THINGS YOU CAN'T TAKE BACK SO EASILY , and be good to each other.



"Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves."

Henri Frederic Amiel
(Hey, I think he's on to something! )

Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.
-- Author Unknown

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
-- Author Unknown

In your memories you'll find me...


lilman

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.


G.K. Chesterton

"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake a whole relationship."
- Sharon Stone ( haha SOOOOOOOOOO TRUE!)

Ok,enough of the quote corner-






~Love always~