PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS, I DIDN'T WRITE IT FOR MY OWN AMUSEMENT!!

First, a bit of poetical rambling:

I am like nothing you've ever seen before. I am everything you could ever ask for and everything you could ever hate. I will love you and give you everything you dream of--then destroy you the next instant. Don't think to love me--I will be your bitter end.

I am the dark at the edge of reason, I am the light on your eyes at morning. I am everything you could ever hope for and that one thing you fear most.

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Random Facts:

I am a widow, my late husband was very abusive and I'm not entirely sorry he's dead.

I sing songs in languages I can speak but not understand.

I dance barefoot in the rain every chance I get.

I will act like a complete dork to make my brother smile.

I want to be a mother more than anything in the world.

I will take a backpack and a camera to Europe one day.

I hum and sing on the phone without realizing it.

I have been known to dance in public for no reason.

I will wait for as long as it takes, just to spend one night in his/her arms.

If I tell you "I love you" I mean it.

I never stop loving someone, even if they break my heart.

((Though, there are always those rare cases where love turns into indifference and it will make no matter to me whether that person who broke my heart lives for years or dies tomorrow.))

One day, I will figure out the truth about why he abandoned me.

I'm not afraid to die.

I make my own garb for medieval faires.

I know how to belly dance but I'm always learning.

I know how to purr.

I am in love with a pirate. I love him with every fiber of my shattered and broken being, and he is helping to make me whole again.

I'll tell the truth, almost to a fault. Which will get me in trouble sometimes, but that's life.

I have more secrets than most could possibly imagine, but if you really know me---you'll learn all about it for better or worse.

Once I give you my word, I will NEVER break it.

I'll defend the ones I love to the last breath in my lungs and to the last drop of blood in my veins.

My mother's people are Romanian gypsies and I WILL find them one day.

I hear the Pack Song in my dreams and I long to shed this human skin for a lupine body and run out into the moonlight.

The shadows of the black jaguar call to me as well, Her mark is in my eyes and the twist of my body.

My dual nature of Beasts compliments my Gemini Spirit and I love them all.

People have called me crazy... but I prefer the term "complicated".

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Congratulations for reading this far! As a bonus you get to know that I have a growing interest in BDSM, I'm a Switch, bisexual and willing to learn (as long,of course, as it's alright with my fiance.)

With all that said, I'd love to be friends; I tend to flirt but you'll know if it's more than just my general attitude. And I respond to all messages sent, and majority of friends' requests (though I'd appreciate a little note with the asking.)