I love the fuck out of mine and my children's love for each other. William Kionna Jenna
Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
your eyes are the pathway to ur soul ur eyes see what ur heart can not and u should always believe trust and have faith in ur heart
We are here on borrowed time... One must realize the happy things. One must be forgiving... One must take chances,risks and let people know they care because at any instant it all can end and the greatest things in life can vanish forever.
Life's about Change. Inspirations. Opportunities. Truth. Lessons. Trust. Chances. Appreciating. Goals. Aspirations. Succeeding. Failing. Loving. And maturing. I've learned alot in the past year, I've gained friends; and lost friends. I've met people I can't imagine how I've made it without. I've become good at giving chances, but also at playing the game. I am easily impressed, yet rarely satisfied. I am stubborn. WHEN I LOVE,I GIVE IT ALL I GOT. <33333 Talk shit.
Let me put it this way... I may look like every other girl you see but I can promise you I'm not.
I speak my mind-whether or not you like it, I am strong, and I have a lot of passion.
To me your strength comes from your drive, from something within and
I have strong beliefs that I am not going to change just to make anyone happy.
I am who I am... I don't know how to be anyone else! How can I explain me?
I am a complicated person-but who isn't, I love music, lyrics and poetry are my passions!
I will get lost in the world around me, and I am searching for understanding.
I over analyze EVERYTHING... and I fall in love with the world around me.
I am finding that Life is shorter than I ever imagined.
I am a hopeless romantic, and sometimes get lost in my fairytale world,
damn it I am a Aquarius, what did you expect? I am loyal,
and driven to a fault... and passionate about everything... hmm...
I sound like someone I wouldn't like...
I love the park at night times, I am random as hell, and make no sense half the time,
I try to make people laugh at any moment, I am me for the first time in along time, and not just the kind that SAYS they are crazy...
so get over it. I am "too nice," I joke around, it's my way of feeling comfortable...
I either take nothing seriously or everything to heart. I am way too competitive,
I argue until I am blue in the face I can be brutally honest when I need to...
I dunno like I said I am complicated! I feel like I am being woken up to see the world I never knew existed around me. I guess your life has to change for you to take the chance, risk it all, to see what is around you, what you closed your eyes to all along. Ok.. I feel corny now...
I am complicated beyond my own understanding.
Who am I kidding thinking I can figure this all out?
Trying to breath, trying to let it all go, but sometimes it gets to be too much.
Why does it always get like this?
Too many questions...never enough answers....
This is life, and I am living it like I should.
Well here I go again... let's give it another try!
Think I can't do it? Think again. I find strength in places you will never believe in.
More creative now, than I ever knew, and somehow this is all because of you.
What do you want out of LOVE?
You mean in life? I don't really understand this question...
I mean damn....
If not then why are you asking? I would love to meet someone who is real,
down to earth, determined, strong willed, passionate, romantic, and who knows what they want and fights for it, and someone who is sweet and beautiful inside, someone who won't waste time with games,
who is true to themselves... look why am I going on and on, THIS PERSON DOES NOT EXSIST!
I do believe you meet every person for a reason.. we all have some purpose.
But you should know... I am on here to meet people for friendships and what not....Should something more come of it,then its simply meant to be....
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(last updated:April 13, 2009 @ 2:54 pm)
"LOVE... for what it's worth"
Love is blind; Love is real. Love is unconditional; Love is illogical. Love have no guidelines nor boundaries; Love have no rules nor reason. Love cannot be measured, nor can it be defined; Love cannot be forced, nor can it be brought.
Love leaves no room for selfishness; Love leaves no room for disrespect. Love asks for nothing but honesty; Love asks for nothing but commitment. Love comes with anticipation; Love comes with desire. Love shows support; Love shows appreciation.
Love is about loyalty; Love is about trust. Love is about giving; Love is about sacrifices. Love is about the present, and it's all about forgiving; Love is about understanding, and it's all about compromising. Love is about sharing - the joy and laughters; Love is about offloading - the burden and sorrows.
Love cannot be selective; but requires acceptance of the person as a whole. Love cannot be partial; but requires sincerity from the bottom of your heart. Love is surreal; but can be painful. Love is eternal; but can be fragile. Love can deepen with time; but needs reassurance; Love can magnify with care; but needs attentiveness.
Love leaves no regrets, and leaves behind a trail of memories; Love completes the circle, and redefines the meaning of life. True love comes once in a lifetime, for it will also last no less then a lifetime. True love can only be realized when you learn how to treasure, the one in front of you and open up your heart... to truly feel... LOVE... for what it's worth.
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(last updated:April 13, 2009 @ 2:53 pm)
The magic of True Friends...;)
Friendship . . .
is you. is love. is shared. is forgiving. is understanding. is shared secrets. heals many hurts. is not judgmental. is shared laughter. is slow and steady. can be angry at times. is dependable and true. is more precious than silver or gold. is meant to be savored like fine wine. is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. does not hold grudges or demand perfection. makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold. is a refreshing rain on a hot day. is sunshine through the clouds. cannot be forced or induced. is relaxed and comfortable. is a shoulder to lean on. is an ear to whine to. gets better with age. is shared tears. is shared pain. is shared joy. is shared. is love. is you.
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"Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me."
SIMPLE THINGS THAT MAKE MY DAY
-Falling in Love :P -hearing my favorite song on the radio!! -lying in bed listening to the rain outside -bubble baths -giggling!! -looong convos late at night -running threw sprinklers -laughing at an inside joke -laughing so hard my stomach hurts -laughing for absolutely no reason at all!! -having someone tell me You're beautiful!! -accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about me -First Kisses -making new friends -holding hands w/ somebody i care about -knowing somebody misses me -knowing I did the right thing regardless of what other people think -walking in the rain!! -dancing in the rain!! -kissing in the rain!! -recieving roses!! -writing notes<33 -pictures that remind me of good memories -good memoires that I think back to and start to smile =] -sleeping till noon!! -turning up the music sooo loud, I cant hear myself scream -making a fool of myself and not caring because I'm having too much fun -cuddling -hearing i love you ;) -i hate change it scares the shit outta me. -i act tough when inside im dying im rarely satisfied, -i always crave more. get to know me -i guarentee youll lovee me, :]
Other things I like/love..
-I like the evilness/happiness the world offers. -I love to love/hate people. -I like the fire of sunsets. -I love passion at its best. -I like thoughts that travel through the soul. -I love the closeness of a relationship. -I like the thought of the after world. -I love the reality that we re-existence. -I like the fact that I might get it right in one of my lifetimes. -I love an intimate arguement. -I like the controversy of life/death. -I love the one who is willing to sacrifice. -I like the fact that most run from true love to just settle. -I love the knowlodge that the human heart bleeds. -I like chaos in its finest hour. -I love Imagination of dreams. -I like the giving of oneself completely.
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Heroes...THOSEWHONEVERLEAVEME
But there is someone else that will become my idol,my legend, my only love in this life or any other...This was written for you,and tho I havent found him yet,for only he will understand the the treasure hidden within my heart.I suffer through the pain but in the end it will only make me stronger!
A promise of forever
Will You stay by my side, through everything? The good and the bad, whatever life may bring? Will You wipe away, all the sadness and tears? Help me through all, my anxieties and fears? Will You still be there, when things get tough? Picking me up, when I've had enough? Will You be the one, to never stop caring? To love me always, could You be that daring? Will You be the one, to never leave? So over You, I'll not have to grieve? Will You be the one, to not break my heart? Forever and ever, 'til death do us part? Will You be the one, to not cause me pain? To not break my heart, again and again? Will You be the one, to never cheat? even if sometimes, You feel beat? Will You be the one, to not raise a fist? Or put me down, with words that twist? Will You stay with me forever, for our whole lives through? Will You love me unconditionally, as I will You?
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~I will be there~
As I travel the milky way to your heart, my eyes glisten at the thought of your touch; and like a sugar rush, that pumps through my veins, my heart screams, I love you so much. Standing in your arms, makes me whole and cleanses me when I'm cold. Together I hope to grow old, and I know as long as I am with you, I will never fold. Through thick and thin, through this sweetened sin, I couldn't think of a better place for me to be in, because baby,I will be there. I will be there when you want to cry, when you want to die. I will be there when no one else cares, and when you need a friendly stare. I will be there,my Heart. I will be there, to care, and to make the rare so full of those angelic stares that take your breath away. As my heart rides the tide to your soul, my breathing gets caught up in the freshness of your beauty. This beauty is unmatchable, and there is no one like you on this earth. Lets spread our wings and fly, stealing time for just one day. Still I want to stay and lay here with you. Your fingers caressing my face and as I trace your lips, with my fingertips, I know that I can never forget the way you taste; the way your strong body moves against me, and the way your lips, like silver moon tips, melt me to pieces. I will be there when you're feeling down,when your world is upside down. I will be there when you need a hand to hold, and when you need someone to never let you go. I will be there, my Heart. I will be there in your dreams, in your heart, I will be there. As the rays of the sunset shadow your love, I can't help but praise the one above. Like a dove you came to me, and still my body grows faint whenever I hear your name. Carving your love into my veins, I know the pain we'll never feel. This love will always heal. I will be there,to make you smile. I will be there,to be all you need. I will be there,to love you.
