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I am a big beautiful gal that cant stand shallow people. Just get to know me and you will love me!!
I have 2 beautiful children who live with me,they are my life and my reason for being.
I say things just like they are and hate playing games, if u want something ask, otherwise go away!
I will NEVER vote for anyone in a stupid contest, this is NOT high school fuckers!
I smoke, but Im quiting...I hope... sometimes I drink, and I love talking about everything!!
The past few years of my life have hit me really hard and knocked all the fight outta me...recovery is slow and a battle but I just might be making it! I just want to make some friends and have fun doing it.
Hmmmm, what else? I was born and raised in Wisconsin and it's what my life is about. I am all country and would never turn my back on my family for any reason.
I had one very very bestfriend who I lost to my own stupidity, and learned the hard way how easy it is to hurt someone. I dont have girlfiends cuz I cant stand talking to girls, unless they are rednecks like me who love getting dirty, yes that kinda dirty!mmmmmm
I am a big beautiful and damn sexy girl, if you dont like fat chicks to bad, stay outta my face then.
I am the BIGGEST attention whor there ever was...so if you like what you see, let me know!!!!
I love meeting all kinds of people and like making all kinds of friends.
If somthing I do or say offends you it is not intentional, am just a big sweetheart who like everyone else has some bad days!
Along the way in my life I have lost some great loves, my fault and theirs, I have learned you cant always have what you want, and dont always want what you have.

*******UPDATE********FEB 2009********
I have been on this site for two years now. I have made some really great friends.
One friend found his way into my heart and soul. He picked me up and showed me how wonderful life can truly be. We laughed and cried together and made future plans for our families to meet. How wonderful it would have been...until that day when I found out he died.
The doors to my heart slammed shut again hiding the pain. How could this have happened? This should not have happened!
I feel like I am lost....I feel like I need to hold on or drown, and I am barely holding on.

If you come across me and actually take the time to read this you may understand why I am not so quick to make friends anymore.