Where to begin.... I am 39 years old. I live in North Carolina. I am in the adult entertainment business. I am a practicing Pagan. I am into guys with long hair. If u look like u belong in a rock band, hit me up! I am here for friends, dating and maybe relationships. No players or liars. I hate that shit. I was in a LTR with a game playing liar for 7 years and have no room in my life for anyone else like that ever. I love to laugh. I enjoy being around people with a good sense of humor. I am not looking to have cyber sex or phone sex. I think that is the silliest shit I have ever heard of. LMAO! If it can't touch me back, I'm not interested. I am real and looking for the same. I have no room for jealousy. I have run into that in past relationships because of my job. Work is work and it stays there. I am a single Mom who depends on herself only. I learned the hard way that YOU are the only person who will be there when you need them. I dance full time and go to school as well. I will have a good career to fall back on when my dancing days are over. But, for the time being, I intend on staying right where I am. I can't find another job to pay me what I make dancing. So, I intend to dance until I graduate. Looking for someone to be proud of me for being independant. Not hard to get along with. I am very easy going. I love romance. Sound interesting or am I too complicated? You will never know until u get to know me. The ball is in your court!
(Awesome thinking.... Author unknown..... maybe me in a past life)
THIS IS HOW I'M WIRED.

I am DEEPER than you think.

If you would like to contradict me, I'm game.

I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you.

I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind.

I thirst for you to figure me out.

You have now entered my masquerade.

You can uncover your facade.


I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love.

I value my family and those who are REAL.

I like to be fascinated by the anomalous.

I am constantly thinking and I love to write poetry.

I have Loved... Lost... and Learned.

The three things that every soul should feel.

I yearn for those that put a smile on my face.

I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back.

I do not belong in anyone's Virus.

Satisifaction is found on my own.

Don't Lust for what you See...
Truth and love are my law and worship;
Form and conscience are my manifestation and guide;
Nature and peace are my shelter and companion;
Order is my attitude;
Beauty and perfection are my attack.

It's a look of Entrapment... that may be Hazardous to your Health.

Desire what you know.

I feel like I need to update..... This may seem terribly selfish to some. But, I am living a miserable life being alone. Here is what I am looking for. #1- I am a single Mom. I have children 18, 17 & 12. I am a package deal. Please do not make me choose. If you fall for me, you will loose. They come first. I am very family oriented and very obligated to them. They never asked to be born. I do have animals. They are also part of my package deal. I have a dog( the cutest little chiuahuah you have ever seen), a cat(Nemo, 23 lbs)& my son has a skinny pig(bald guinea pig), my other son has a snake and a hampster. My daughter has a guinea pig also and a fish. With all of that out of the way, I will move on. I am sure most of you have surfed on to the next girls profile. But, I know in my heart, someone out there will love and accept me just the way I am. I am self sufficent and independant. I do not need anyone to "take care" of me or my family. What I do need is a life partner. Someone very passionate and romantic. Someone who will hold me and never let me go. YOU must be single and looking for the same as me. No game players, PLAYERS with multiple girls, liars, cheaters or married men!!! I have recently met someone who totally changed my life. I got a good taste of what it felt like to be loved. I am not sure if it was real. I can not remember the last time I felt such happiness. But, it was a long distance thing and I do not expect much to come of it. It breaks my heart...... This is what I am looking for full time.... Any takers?