Well what can I say? my close friends love me, i'm a great uncle. always dreamed of having my own or adopting. i am very Duty oriented, and very protective. i dont know what else to say, its kind of hard to talk about your self. but, if i was to tell you what i think about my self; i would tell you i think that i was a good man trying to make it in a hard world. i think that some one said that before but what can i say. if there is any thing else you want to know please feel free to ask.



OK here goes another update 24 July, 08 how many guy do you know turn off their video game when you need to cuddle or just want to talk? how many guys pause there game when the phone rings, just so you dont have to get up? how many guys cook dinner for you, or sit in a ER room for hours on end when they know for sure that your over re-acting? how many guys do you know have a strong moral background and strong sense of Honor and Duty? How Many Guys Do You Know That Have the Integrity To Strive to take care of people that are not close to him? ........... FEW If Any SO, when I tell you I want to Spend every second I can with you, and I care for you, that I want you to be a part of my life.... why.... the.... HELL!!!! would you start some bull shit that I dont Care about you?????????? I'm sorry that My Airman is going through a Divorce at the age of 19 because of a Little Bitch that never grew up, i'm sorry that I have a sense of Duty to check on my deploied Airmans wives and children, to make sure that every thing is being taken care of, so I dont get that call from an Airman Down Range asking me if I could help his wife to replace thier washer cuz she didnt know who to call or who to ask for help. I'm sorry that I took a Depressed Airman out to the movies to be there for him to help get his mind off things, IM SORRY!!! But if your that self centered, and that selffish that you cant be just a bit understanding Then FUCK YOU!!! I Dont Need You!!! when you sit there and accuse me of messing around with a married women just cuz you dont understand why I am at Airmans home when hes Deployed, when you get jelous over a Male Airman that I took to the moives to get him out and about and be there for him, when you care more about your stupid cats then me and you cant make up your mind when I can see you, I DONT NEED YOU! who needs shit like that in thier life? not me. In The Military for the Air Force they teach us three Core Values: 1 - Integrity First, 2 - Service Before Self, 3 - Excellence In All We Do. Do you know what that means to us Airman? it means (1)Integrity - I will always do whats right that I know the Diffrence Between Right and Wrong and I will always do whats right for my self, for my Fellow Airman, and my Family! Family to me could be any thing from close friends, A Girl Friend, to my Mother and Father. (2) Service Before Self - I will do my duty, Complete and Suport the Mission over my own Desires and wants, which means No Matter How Long I Havent Seen You and How Bad I Want To See You I Have To Take Care Of My Airman and Suport The Mission Before I Can See You! I would like nothing more to spend every waking minute with my Girl Friend but if i dont do my Duty, and other Airman dont do their Duty What Freedoms do you think you'll Have? (3) Excellence In All We Do - means I will do my best to put forth my best quality work with the best effancy taught to me striving to Do Better. Meaning that I am not Going to wait for things to happen before I check on them, I am going to take an active intrest in my Airmans lives to make sure they are Mentally Healthy and ready to work when the time is needed, I am going to make sure that I take care of My Airmans Families so thats one less thing they have to Worry about while they are Down Range. THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ME, I am an American Airman! I am an American Airman. I am a Warrior. I have answered my Nation’s call. I am an American Airman. My mission is to Fly, Fight, and Win. I am faithful to a Proud Heritage, A Tradition of Honor, And a Legacy of Valor. I am an American Airman. Guardian of Freedom and Justice, My Nation’s Sword and Shield, Its Sentry and Avenger. I defend my Country with my Life. I am an American Airman. Wingman, Leader, Warrior. I will never leave an Airman behind, I will never falter, And I will not fail.