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DEATH OF A LOVER

everytime, he puts it all out there.
they take his heart into their hands, dripping red love.
and then rip into it with their beautiful nashing teeth
they use him heart and soul.
slowly draining him of blood and love.
of all that he has built up in his heart,
each time he loses a little bit more,
the path behind him growing crimson with his pain,
his heart growing smaller and more afraid.
each time he thinks he has found the one.
each time its like de ja vou.
ripping and tearing, slamming and stomping,
blood and life gushing from him heart and soul.
they run through his heart and his life like a demolition team,
ruining all that he is.
one day he looks back and there is blood all around
and he loves no more.
he holds in his hand a small stone,
all that is left of his heart.
no one wants him. he has nothing left to give
but a caloused and mishapen heart.
all that is left is death but even that evades him,
years left in his miserable life.
he awaits either death or a miracle.

a very good poem from a friend of mine.
sonia



GENTLE PASSIONS
HOME AGAIN LIGHT CARESSES KISS MY SKIN
GIVING IN TO LOVES LAST HOPE PRAYING FOREVER I WILL NOT CHOKE
SWALLOW DOWN ALL SELFISH PRIDE GIVE LOVE A CHANCE OR GIVE UP AND DIE
WISHING WAITING FOR LOST LOVE HOPING PRAYING THIS ONE ISN'T LUST
FEELING POWER SOFT AND SWEET AND FEARING LOVE AS IT KNEELS AT YOUR FEET
SHOULD I, COULD I WHAT HAPPENS NEXT
GIVING HOPE TO ANOTHER DREAMS DEATH CHOOSING PRAYING THIS IS COMPLETE
NEVER KNOWIING WHAT IT IS YOU SEEK WANTING, YEARNING NEEDING MORE
WILL THIS BE IT? NOT CERTAIN FOR SURE
TIRED OF PLAYING LOVES VILE GAMES BUT SCARED TO WALK IN A TRAP IN VAIN
GIVING AND GIVING AND EVERYONE TAKES BUT NEVER A FELLING DO THEY REPLACE
HOPING PRAYING WHEN WILL IT BE... IS THIS IT THE LIFE FOR ME..?
ADVISE AND WISDOM FROM OTHERS WE SEEK
SECOND GUESSING WHATS GOOD FOR ME NEVER KNOWING WHAT TOMORROW MAY COME
ONLY HOPING YOUR NOT ALONE CAST IN DARKNESS NO ONE KNOWS
BUT IN YOUR HEART A FIRE GROWS
DO YOU EXTINGUISH? OR LET IT UNFOLD?
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR NO LONGER ALONE?