Oh, hello there; I've always promised myself that I would sit down and type up something about me worth reading, but I know that will never happen. I tend to use post secrets and lyrics to describe myself or my feelings. All I am is a disappointment, to most at least. Hopefully those who stick with me will see me rise above the rest and shine the way I was born to shine. As of right now, I'm just fine with being a slacker, and not worrying about my future. I enjoy being the girl who isn't afraid to be herself. Needless to say, I live life one day at a time; take it as it comes. I'm almost positive you've never met anyone like me. I stand up for what I believe in, whether it's right or wrong. I'm rude, disgusting, yet somehow classy at the same time. I'm a walking mess, and often contradict myself. It's who I am, though, and if you can't accept that, it's your loss. I'm one of the best friends you could ever have if you give me a chance, just don't assume that I want to get to know you. Talk to me, and don't ask me a lot of questions, the answers you are looking for will come out with time.I am optimistic.I am the face that launched a billion rumors. I am the girl you'll never quite get to know but always long to understand. I am a piece of art, an expression of violence and beauty in it's simplest form. I try to look on the bright side of everything. I'm self destructive in ways you wouldn't believe; I'm extremely clumsy, and can't believe that I'm still in once piece. I practice body modification, and love every hole, cut, and drop of ink in my body. Respect it, 'nuff said. Then again.... It's truly impossible to pinpoint exactly who you are at one exact moment. You might be feeling good about things, confident, and happy now but sadly that could all slip away in a matter of minutes. Granted, emotions aren't the only thing that dictate who that person is inside; there are plenty of other factors that can be taken into account as well. One of those things would be your interests - what you like. But then again that changes too. We might use our physical appearance to describe who we are, but between makeup, clothes, and a growing body that isn't set in stone either. So what on earth is it that makes us who we are? It really is a troubling question and I find myself asking it constantly. However, when I really sit there and contemplate it, the only conclusion that I can come to is that it is my thoughts that make me.. me. Some people might call it a soul, I prefer to just think of it as the processes of our brains - but either way it's the one thing that we all posses that is entirely unique. Yes there are obviously some similarities, but we all have had different experiences and have different ways of looking at something. Basically what I'm trying to get at here is that what you have is something special. I'm begging everyone not to let that go to waste because it would be a terrible tragedy. Yes, you do have something unique to offer to the world and don't ever tell yourself otherwise. Just keep your chin up and don't settle for anything less than what you're satisfied with :)
Let me tell you something about art, we're all artists. We wake up every morning with a clean, white canvas before us. As the day progresses, we paint that canvas with the words we use, the gestures we make and the thoughts we think. By the end of the day, our canvas might look horribly disturbing, or it might be a masterpiece. It's all up to us, you see. We paint our own pictures, now who do you think I am?
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