I'm a half Mexican/half Italian guy that seems to have no luck in finding that special someone in his life. The Search continues and i realize every day I'm not meant to be with anyone. But hey i got all of you to keep me sane.
I am single even though I am and have been fu-engaged to several wonderful friends. Seems every time I find a girl to start liking either she falls for someone else, makes me believe she's into me then cheats when we start dating or just lets the fact that i treat all my friends with "love" and respect make her believe I have all these "other women". Funny thing is I don't go asking how many guys they talk to or accuse them of doing anything unless i have proof. Having other people tell me things is not proof, it just makes me more alert to see if they "act" on those things.
Best I Can By DECYFER DOWN
Been thinking about All those lies you heard me say I can't make them go away Been thinking about All those mistakes you've seen me make
When I can barely hold on You promise me you won't let me go And I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm alright about who I am But now I'm living the best I can
Been thinking about It's hard to see what you see in me Would you lay it out for me? Been thinking about This isn't the way I thought I would be
When I can barely hold on You promise me you won't let me go And I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm alright about who I am But now I'm living the best I can
I'm breaking down And now I've found A reason to make it This time around No matter where I go I want you to know I know that I'm never alone
I want you to know
I don't live a perfect life But God knows I'm trying the best I can And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm alright about who I am But now I'm living the best I can
No matter where I go I want you to know I'm living the best I can
And I have wasted so much time Pretending I'm alright about who I am Now I'm living the best I can
THIS IS MY FU-FIANCE STEPH!!! SHE'S SOOO AMAZING!! A GREAT MOM AND A GREAT WIFE AND I BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE HER AS MY FU-FIANCE!! SHE KEEPS ME IN CHECK AND KATIE BOO AND MY LIL MAN ARE ADORABLE!! SHE'S MY SEXY MAMACITA!! TY SWEETIE!!
LINS: WHERE TO BEGIN? SHE'S MY "STALKER" MY DOUBLE SIDED SWORD THAT KEEPS ME GUESSING AS TO WHERE I STAND YET THAT PROTECTS MY BACK. SHES OPINIONATED, OUTSPOKEN BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, SHE'S KIND AND SWEET AND TO USE HER WORDS "I'M CUTE DAVEEEE!" TO HER I'M THAT EPIC DIAMOND THAT ONLY COMES INTO YOUR LIFE ONCE IN A LIFETIME AND EITHER YOU TREASURE IT OR YOU HIDE IT IN A SAFE PLACE. SHE'S DOES BOTH YET HANDLES WITH CARE. TY FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME AND FOR LETTING ME LECTURE YOU. LOVE YA FOOL!
JEN: MY BOO! I LOVE HER SO MUCH! SHE HAS HAD A ROUGH TIME ON FUBAR YET SHE CONTINUES TO STAY AROUND FOR THOSE THAT REALLY CARE ABOUT HER. IF SHE LEAVES, MY HEART WILL BE EMPTY BECAUSE SHE'S THE PART OF ME THAT KEEPS ME GROUNDED. FRIENDS LIKE HER ARE RARE AND I HOPE THAT OUR LIVES STAY INTERTWINED ALWAYS. LOVE YA BOO!
CARI:
JENN: WE HAVE OUR UPS AND OWNS BUT SHE ALWAYS FINDS A WAY TO MAKE ME SMILE. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR US, IF WE WILL STAY FRIENDS OR NOT TALK MUCH, IDK. SHE'S SMART, CUTE AND VERY FEISTY. I JUST KNOW I NEVER WANT TO BE WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE EVEN AS A HI/BYE FRIEND...TY JENN.
MY BFF DANI is my PERMANENT NUMBER ONE on FAMILY! TY DANI! We've know each other since 7-9-07
MY SWEET NENE is my PERMANENT NUMBER TWO on FAMILY! TY NENE! We known each other since 6-18-08
MY KRISTIN is my sweet BEST FRIEND!!! WOOHOO TY FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME FOR A YEAR NOW!! :) OUR FU-ANNIVERSARY will be 12-17-08 we met in 12-17-07.
RACHEL... ONE of my sweetest, most caring friends that I have been very fortunate to know for a very long time and I love her to death. She's one of the few that helps and supports me even when i forget to include her in my status or in my comments. I would be so lost without her, thank you Rach!!
MY SWEETGIRL... She is by far the most interesting Best Friend I ever had. We fight like long lost friends but we care about each other like real family. I realized one day that if I ever lose Carolina, I would lose the best part of my soul. She is MY SWEETGIRL forever no matter the distance. Thank you SWEETGIRL!
MY PRIMA!!! I'm so glad she is back!! I LOVE YOU PRIMA!! MUAH FAMILY FOREVER!! :)
NICHOLE has been my friend for many many years now and continues to be one of my BEST FRIENDS. She has a heart of gold and one of the few that knows me before I know me. I LOVE YOU LOTS! :)
MY SWEET JESS!! She knows we are stuck together for life!! Always knows how to bring me back to reality when I get a big head! just remember APRIL 17th... :)
MY KITTY!! Chrystal has been such a wonderful friend and one of the few that makes sure I'm okay or happy :) TY HUNNY!! You rock!!
MY SHEENA... ONE OF MY NEWER FRIENDS. She's funny, smart and someone I think will be a great friend for many years. Getting to know her better every day and I hope she gets my weird sense of humor and my funny way of looking at things LOL :)
HYPNOTIC EYES... My newest friend and someone I really respect in the sense that she never judges me on my past. She also happens to be a fellow home girl and is just a treasure as a friend. Sonia thank you for being so sweet and making me smile to have a really cool El Paso friend and fellow DORK!! :)
LAURA... WHERE TO START? WELL SHE IS FIRST OFF MY MUSIC BUDDY. SHE'S MY BOO, TOO! SHE MAKES ME SO HAPPY WHEN I NEED A PICK ME UP!! SHE IN THE MUSIC OF MY LIFE, TY LAURA!! LOVE YA!