I've been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. I can't just flutter my eyes and get that guy. I've been through more shit than you have seen on t.v. Nobody is perfect, so therefore I have many flaws. I've been lied to, cheated on, and heartbroken. But who hasn't? I've fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked over, but every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real and I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm fucking up royally and doing everything opposite of right. But do I ever regret one thing? NEVER. I figure out new things about myself everyday. I don't break the rules. I bend them. I'm tired of all these labels people put among them selves emo,goth, prep whatever....If you must label, label me as someone unforgettable. I'm not a bitch I merely state facts and speak my mind. GET OVER IT. I say the word fuck often. I am extremely talkative and LOUD. I can be everything you want/need/hate all at the same time. I am oddly random and love to be different. I am very perverted, kinky & yes I am bi'. Yes I am Wiccan, I don't shove my religion down your throat, so kindly don't try to fuckin' shove yours down mine. I think about sex way too much. Nudity is not a big deal to me, I am satisfied w/ my own body & have no fear of being nude at anytime. I spend more money on eyeliner, & hoodies more then anything. I am not the girl next door, or a girly girl *hate fuckin' pink*, but I am truly the girl your parents warned you about. I am different, you wont find anyone else like me. I get easily attached, & my loyalties always lie with my true family & friends. I make mistakes often but I learn from them. I can't be replaced. I LOVE to make my friends smile, and I love to meet new people. People tend to misjudge me. FACT:Laundry sheets smell hella good
When you can't find me hangin' here find me on MY Space http://www.myspace.com/beautiful_disaster_1972 I am not there alot, but have a account to keep track of my teenage daughters. *It's what a good parent does* I CAN ALSO BE FOUND ON TWITTER @ http://twitter.com/BD311 & FACEBOOK @ facebook.com/BeautifulDisaster1972
NOTE: Just because I am logged in to Fu-Bar doesn't mean when you hit my shout box my ass is gonna reply ... I have a real life & don't sit here @ my desk 24/7. So with that said if it is important & you think I need to see it or hear it send it my private messages where if I feel like it I will respond as soon as I possibly can. It's not about being a bitch, it's about my damn shout box getting buried & not being able to see the important messages. You know who you Fu's are! As a ending thought If you have become a true friend on here & you have my YIM or my cell # leave a message I will get back with you as soon as I can & am not on duty!
Anything else you wanna know about me...just ask. ;) Take the time to get to know me, if you do then you will see that I am just keepin' it real, always have, always will.
achievingit
