Oh what is there to say about me.. I can be your best friend, I can be your worse enemy, IT IS ALL UP TO YOU.. I look up to all my friends in one way or another, I guess you could say that I'm a mixture of all my friends kinda.. Family is the most important thing to me.. Fuck with them and You fuck with me. Other than that, i'm usually really easy going.. I usually say what's on my mind whether you like it or not. I'm not going to deal with your bull shit if you aren't someone I love and not close to. I don't need your approval. I like who I am and live my life the way I want to live it. I really don't give a fuck about your negative opinions. I am a happy person and find a bright side to everything. Even it is the worse thing possible.. If I wanted to change for anyone, I would've done it a LONG time ago, I'm not going to change for you.. So don't try and even think about it. My life.. Is my journey, I live it and make mistakes along the road just as everyone else does. Don't judge me, because I don't judge you. But if you do judge me, take a look in the mirror first. Make sure you know what you're doing.. I'm an open book. Ask me anything, I'll tell you anything. I don't have many secrets. I have no reason to lie about anything. Besides that, it's worthless to lie. Live life in happiness and be honest, most importantly with yourself. Yes, I am clumsy.. But.. Don't underestimate me. I'm a LOT smarter than a lot of people give me credit for. Live your life with no regrets.. Because at one point, it's exactly what you wanted. I have the most amazing little boy. He's my life and NOTHING will change that. If there's something I know for sure, I know that I have him. He's my life.. He is the center of my world and the reason I am so happy to wake up every morning. I am very happy with who I am.. I'm am currently in a relationship.. And I couldn't ask for anything more.. I love my life and the best thing in it, is family. My son is my world. Everyone makes mistakes.. And his dad was one of them. But Jeryson made it all worth it and I couldn't imagine what life would be like without him now. He's everything I hoped for and more.. <3
I'm here for friends.. Maybe one day more. But.. not ready for that yet I don't think.
He left to fight for freedom, As he turned to board the plane. He waved and gave a smile, Said, "I love you as he whispered my name".
He was a mighty soldier, He wore the uniform with pride, He left behind his family, He left behind his wife.
He marched throughout the mountains, He fought battles on land and sea, He would send me emails, He would say he would be home you see.
The months passed by quickly, The sun would shince each day. I knew how much he loved me, As on my knees I would pray.
And then there was a car, Pulled up in front of my walk. And from the back there came a Sargeant, The said we need to talk.
All I can remember, Is his arm around me. Giving to me his comfort, Being there for my family.
He came to tell us my soldier, Had not died in pain. He said tell me family I love them, And then he whispered my name.
Today we lay him to rest, My hero, My son, My friend. We know that he's with God, And this is not the end.
But we all stand proudly, A lot still to do.l We stand in front of his casket, Draped by the read white and blue.
I looked into the heavens, I could see him board that plane. I could hear him say I love you, As he whispered my name.
I like all music.. Just depends on my mood. I listen to literally EVERYTHING.. From classical to rap.
Interests:
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Writing.. When i'm depressed or just want to write.. I love to. I like to write down my feelings and write poems and stuff.
Driving... When I actually get in my car and go, I love driving.. It is very relaxing to me..
Guys... I like to be around guys more than girls just because I usually get along with them easier than I do girls.. Girls {GiRLS ARE COMPLiCATED} And I will be one the of the first to admit it.
My wifey... Jeryka, I lkove you.. We don't spend near enough time together!
Idols:
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My Number One Hero My Mom.. My Best Friend.. I can talk to her about ANYTHING..
My sister.. My other bestfriend. I do tell her everything.. We have good times together... Nothing like gettin drunk with your best friend in the whole world!
Nicki, She has been through hell and back and I look up to her for it. She's a strong minded strong hearted person. If she wants something, she isn't afraid to go for it.
All of my friends are my heroes. I look up to all of them in one way or another.
Movies & TV:
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Don't have a favorite on this one.. But I watch all kinds of movies.. Whatever works for you, works for me. ;) My favorite actor is Johnny Depp... My favorite movie with him.. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory.. hehe...
I like a lot of movies.. It just depends on the day... Any Harry Potter movie, Ladder 49, Christmas with the Cranks, Vegas Vacation, Save the Last Dance, I Robot, Band of Brothers (series), The Forgotten, Finding Nemo, Underworld, Amityville Horror, Donnie Darko, My Best Friends Wedding, The Wedding Planner, The Notebook, Now and Later, Saving Private Ryan, Passion of Christ (only seeing it once was enough for me though), Guess Who, And soooo much more...
ღ Gypsy ღ DPR ...
