The move to Wichita Falls has happened. Things are going...well, not perfect so far, but if you write me I can elaborate on that. Things are very stressful, but we absolutely LOVE Texas, and are really glad we made the move from Philadelphia! Right now we're living in the center of town, and I am still looking for a job. If anyone has any suggestions, feel free to let me know. We are also looking to meet new people whenever/wherever. If you're interested in getting to know us, let me know. Trust me, we're cool people ;) < br />
News flash to all those who are on Fubar...this site is NOT all about false pretenses. Even though it's loaded with fake people who are searching for attention in a sea of anonymity, there are still a few of us who don't give a shit about kissing ass. Like it or not, if I rate your picture...and it's ridiculously out of focus, contains body parts best kept to your private life, contains someone I do not personally find attractive and or has nothing in it that I respect or have a similar interest in, I will not give it a 10. Get over it, and get over yourself. People who care what I think about a picture they posted would be better off spending their time away from a social website.
"And now, for something completely different..."
We're happily married swingers. If you're sexy, charming and capable of being friends with us like an adult, we might end up having some bedroom fun!
apparently i'm dangerous, seductive, mysterious, impossible to understand, impossible to keep, impossible to keep up with ~ especially with a drink in my hand, older than my years, younger than my experience, moody, amusing, neurotic, and in touch with both my dark and light sides. hehe...still want to know about me? Ok, well, talk to me. i could be considered to fall under several stereotypical groups for my generation, but i'm into it for reasons other than fashion. I'm wiccan, but know about the details of the religion, I'm into certain auto imports, but actually know the difference between Astin's martin and Healy (forgive the bad spelling), I read and write poetry, and actually own a lot of books of it, and i have actually been through some pretty seriously bad stuff, but i don't use it as an excuse for behaving selfishly. if i'm going to do something selfish, i'll tell you i'm doing it! hehe. so let's see...what else is annoyingly fashionable that i do...oh yes, i'm definitely into ladies as well as gentlemen, but have found that both are rare these days. i like metal because i like metal, not because i'm some vapid female hoping to fake it an attract a guy's attention at a show, or because i'm some spoiled rich suburbanite who pretends like they've had it rough. ha... you might get the impression that i don't like people much, and you'd be right. i've had too many people lie to me because they think i'm dumb enough to believe them, when all they had to do to get what they wanted from me was ask. bastards...oh yes, and I LISTEN TO OPERA AND LIKE IT! if you don't like that fact - you can just fuck off! ha!
Food for Thought
When You are Old
when you are old and grey and full of sleep,
and nodding by the fire, take down this book,
and slowly read, and dream of the soft look
your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
how many loved your moments of glad grace,
and loved your beauty with love false or true,
but one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
and loved the sorrows of your changing face;
and bending down beside the glowing bars,
murmur, a little sadly, how love fled
and paced upon the mountains overhead
and hid his face amid a crowd of stars.
W.B. Yeats, between 1888 and 1901
An exerpt from "Ickle me, Pickle me, Tickle me too"
...to bed to bed, said sleepy head
let's stay a while said slow.
put on the pan said greedy dan,
'we'll sup before we go.'
~Shel Silverstein
LETHE
Sullen, lazy beast! creep close
until you lie upon my heart
i want to fill my trembling hands
with your impenetrable mane,
to soothe my headache in the reek
of you that permeates your skirts
and relish, like decaying flowers,
the redolence of my late love.
In drowsiness sweet as death itself
let my insistent kisses cloud
the gleaming copper of your skin.
i want to sleep - not live, but sleep!
For nothing silences my sobs
like the abyss that is your bed:
oblivion occupies your mouth
and Lethe runs between your lips...
My destiny is my desire
which i obey as if foredoomed:
innocent martyr, eager prey
whose fervor hones his agony;
hemlock is sweet, nepenthe kind -
I'll suck enough to drown my spite
at those entrancing pointed breasts
which never have confined a heart.
Music:
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(last updated:November 29, 2008 @ 3:36 pm)
I like a lot of things including jazz/blues, opera, some broadway, some classical, some mo-town, classic rock, most 80's pop and sometimes i even like european rock...but my true love afair is with metal. all metal all the time! i'm new to the scene so i don't know the names of all the bands i love, but here are a few that i've gotten into lately: the first two are my favorites :D StoneSour Hinder Bleeding Through Type O - Evans Blue Lacuna Coil Korn Killswitch Engage Theater of Tragedy Atryeu NIN Slipknot Pantera Iron Maiden Slayer Megadeath Black Sabbath Rob Zombie Alice in Chains... I could go on, but i'm tired of writing and want to go listen now... ;) .hov:hover{background-color:yellow}Music Video:ON WINGS OF LEAD (by Bleeding Through)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
here's a few new bands i have discovered/decided i like 1/2/07 - Skillet, Egypt Central, Hurt, Tool, Sublime, Tracy Chapman, Eric Clapton and Bary White :D hehe. YES!
and just to annoy the people who want to post comments on me and now have to scroll down for a hundred years...here's a silly survey :D
Name: Jes Birthday: August 27th, 1981 Birthplace: Chestnut Hill, Philadelphia, PA. Current Location: my bed fool! Eye Color: dirt brown Hair Color: redish brown Height: 5'0'' Right Handed or Left Handed: Right, with ambidextrous tenadncies Your Heritage: mostly irish and some other stuff, starting with italian and german. :D i'm a euromutt! The Shoes You Wore Today: what makes you think i've been wearing shoes? Your Weakness: the right words at the wrong moment Your Fears: i'm clausterphobic and not fond of heights, but homophobes and ignorant people who are content with it scare me the most. Your Perfect Pizza: pineapple, ricotta and fried onions Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: a different career path Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what's up? Thoughts First Waking Up: get it off...get it OFF - sunlight Your Best Physical Feature: eyes i guess Your Bedtime: when he tells me to shut up and go to sleep Your Most Missed Memory: the night my grandfather passed away. my parents didn't wake me up. Pepsi or Coke: diet coke MacDonalds or Burger King: neither. i'm a fish eating vegetarian Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither...Twinings Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: not anymore Do you Swear: too much, but i'm working on it Do you Sing: sometimes Do you Shower Daily: yup Have you Been in Love: yes. too many times with the wrong person, but finally with the right one - we were married on October 2, 2008 Do you want to go to College: i want to go back, yea Do you belive in yourself: not really Do you get Motion Sickness: not in boats or planes, but yes in cars Do you think you are Attractive: Not really Are you a Health Freak: some what...i eat healthy foods. Do you get along with your Parents: not usually Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them Do you play an Instrument: i used to play piano, but gave it up when my grandfather passed In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: lol, yea. In the past month have you Smoked: nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope, not my thing In the past month have you gone on a Date: is there such a thing after you marry the person? i'm not sure. In the past month have you gone to a Mall: um...yea, i think so. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES...several times. In the past month have you been on Stage: ICK...HELL NO! In the past month have you been Dumped: no, it's been a while. In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not in this weather~! In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i'm a ninjaa Ever been Drunk: it takes too much to get me drunk, but yes. Ever been called a Tease: Yes, and a few other choice terms because men are babies and didn't like that i chose someone else. Ever been Beaten up: lol, no, but i've gotten banged up in mosh pits Ever Shoplifted: i'm a ninjaa How do you want to Die: i want to be taken out and shot when i turn 70...in a field...near some water. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a writer What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland and Italy In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Green or Grey Favourite Hair Color: i like dark brown or black, but only naturally Short or Long Hair: depends on the person's face Height: doesn't matter if it's over 5'6'' Weight: everyone is different...i don't care as long as they're not unhealthy. my husband has an amazing body, and takes good care of it. the part i care about is that he is healthy and happy Best Clothing Style: whatever someone is comfortable in, but kenneth cole makes my heart beat faster ;) Number of Drugs I have taken: 2. both were a waste of time and i won't be doing it again. Number of CDs I own: a few Number of Piercings: body - 4, ears (including cartalidge)11 Number of Tattoos: 5 Number of things in my Past I regret: a few relationships [Marital Status: Newlywed. [Shoe size] 4 1/2 or 5 [Parents still together] yea [Siblings] 2 older sisters [Pets] a dog (Higgins Private Eye), 2 leapord geckos, and a russian tortise. My husband has a cat that lives here too - he's pretty cool. FAVORITES [Color] yellow [Number] 3 7 and 11 [Animal] frogs [Drinks] water, diet coke, applejuice, tea, wiskey, wine and hard cider [Soda] diet coke...durrrrrh [Book] anything with works by Edgar Allen Poe or Shell Silverstein in it. [Flower] tulips, daisies and snapdragons DO YOU [Color your hair?] not anymore. i'm working on growing it out to donate for the American Cancer Society [Twirl your hair?] sometimes [Have tattoos?] repeat question...aarg. YES, i do. [Have Piercings?] another repeat... yes [Cheat on tests/homework?] not in collage [Drink/Smoke?] drink yes, smoke no [Like roller coasters?] used to. can't ride them anymore :( [Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes [Want more piercings?] a few in my ears, but no more body piercings [Like cleaning?] no, but i like living in a clean place [Write in cursive or print?] actually it's kind of a mix of the two. [Own a web cam?] yea, and i'm not getting on it for you, so don't ask. [Know how to drive?] yes [Own a cell phone?] yes [Ever get off the damn computer?] if i have any other options, yes. HAVE U EVER [Been in a fist fight?] yes. little punk regretted his decision to annoy me that day [Considered a life of crime?] i'm a ninjaa [Lied to someone?] Yes...unfortunately, but in the last number of years it has only been my parents, because they're rediculous. [Been in love?] repeat question again - YES [Made out with JUST a friend?] yes [Been in lust?] yes [Used someone] yes, but i made it clear before hand that that's what i was doing, and that i wouldn't if they would be hurt by it. [Been used?] too many times to count. [Been cheated on?] yea, one of the last bfs probably did, but i don't know for sure, nor do i really care [Kicked someone in the nuts?] nope [Stolen anything?] i'm a fucking ninjaa already! [Held a gun] not willingly CURRENTS [Current clothing] white button down spagetti strap shirt, and jeans [Current mood] impatient [Current taste] diet coke [Current hair] i don't know...it's something. [Current thing I ought to be doing] sleeping [Current cd in stereo] Barry White [Last book you read] some vegetarian cookbook...yes, i read them like novels :0 [Last movie you saw] the notebook...yea, that wasn't a smart decision. [Last thing you ate] toast [Last person you talked to on the phone] someone. [Do drugs?] how many times are we going to repeat this? [Believe there is life on other planets?] sure why not Remember your first love?] yes, and i'm still friends with him :D [Still love him/her?] yes, as a friend [Read the newspaper?] rarely [Have any gay or lesbian friends?] i'm bi...what do you think?! [Believe in miracles?] yes [Do well in school?] i do now. [Wear hats] sometimes, especially in the winter [Hate yourself?] i wouldn't say 'hate', but i'm not a big fan [Have an obsession?] a few [Collect anything?] tea, frog memorabilia and lingerie [Have a best friend?] yea, and he was crazy enough to marry me! [Close friends?] a few, yes. [Like your handwriting?] eeeh...who cares?! [Care about looks] i care when i look like crap... LOVE LIFE [First crush] eric...he turned out to be a borderline genius and gay. [First kiss] josh - and he missed! lol. [Do you believe in love at first sight?] i do now - hey angel :D [Do you believe in "the one?"] i don't think it's limited to one person, but when you find someone who it REALLY works with - hang onto it. [Are you a tease?] no, i love teasing, but i never hold out. [Too shy to make the first move?] not shy, so much as always insecure. ARE U A [Daydreamer] yeah [Bitch/Asshole] sometimes [sarcastic] no, of course not. [Angel] i have someone who says i am, but i don't buy it. [Devil]sometimes [Shy] sometimes [Talkative] if you get me started on the right subject, yes.
Interests:
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I LOVE MIKE ROWE
METAL METAL METAL...body mods, art, other sorts of music, travel, poetry, reading, movies, classic film, cooking, photography, ceramics...and my best friend and i are trying to figure out how to get the money together to take a glass blowing class!
also - i know what i'm talking about here...tattoos, body mods, manly habbits does NOT A BADASS MAKE!!! i married one...i've dated several. i know what i'm talking about. stop putting up the front. it's not sexy when she figures out that you're a big wimp who falsely advertized yourself to get in her pants.
also...this youtube below is just funny!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaPZZJVDx6Y
Idols:
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i am my own fucking idol. i've survived enough to be my own damn hero...so there! lol, ok, but i really love Edgar Allen Poe, the Marquis De Sade and Emerill Lagasse.
Movies & TV:
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I like 'em all...if they have a plot and or some humor or gore.
