I am complicated. I believe in everything enough to respect it but nothing enough to be limited by it. I was taught to question everything. I learned to question everything. I question everything.
I am eclectic, a realist, analytical, outgoing, down to earth, abrasive and cynical at times, sarcastic *gasp*, blunt, funny, silly, and so much more but most importantly, I am here to make friends, vent and shoot the breeze. I despise ignorance, phonies, racists, whiners, hypocrites, liars and their drama. I have a mixed bag of friends, and some might not get along with others at times, but I do not deal with the bullcrap; I simply do not get involved. Hell, there are days when I can't stand myself, so who am I to judge and point fingers? Sometimes you just have to let things be. I have many faults. Not everyone likes (insert your own dislike here), and that is quite alright with me. I respect anyone's opinions, no matter what. I've always been a loner (for the most part, that is), but have been blessed by the experiences, advise and lessons of many. I also have special bonds with those very close to my heart; I blame them for sneaking in there when I wasn't looking and reminding me that I actually have one; go figure. I can handle admitting to my many faults. I can be bratty, have difficulty trusting people at times, (un)sensitive, vulnerable, irrational, ill tempered, and a lot more at any given time. I am the first to criticize, insult and make fun of myself. I am no better than anyone else; I am just me. They call me ShawtyroK, not because I need nor am looking for a thug or am young, but because I am 5'4". The End.
I am not here to enlarge my penis size, ask for help hiding a body, money for bail, win the e-lotto, buy a fake Rolex or Spanish fly, join a cult, etc...I am straight, have no children, and respect anybodies' lifestyle; if they like it, then hell I love it! I also like to joke around a lot, but whenever I have something serious to say, I do as well. But to be honest, I rather sit back, relax and be a cornball. I love people that have a wicked sense of humor and are not afraid of telling it like it is, even if I'm on the receiving end. We all need a wake up call or reality check from time to time, yanno?
I am the eternal people watcher on and offline. I mostly lurk and lmmfao in the MuMMs. YES, I AM A FAN OF THE MUMMERS, WHETHER OR NOT THEY ARE MY FRIENDS; sue me. What can I say? To me, it's kind of interesting when you take a step back and see things from the outside. I'm also one of those weirdos that read profiles - oh my! I really don't send out requests very much, but when I do, it's because I sincerely found something of interest in that person. The same applies to fanning, rating, etc. In essence, I do whatever the hell I want; I don't work well under pressure so yea, might as well add stubborn to that list above. I am not really interested in collecting friends, I'm more interested in conversing or having some kind of interaction even if it's once in a while. Sometimes I hold back sending requests because well...I am just this lurker weirdo person and understand that if I don't put myself "out there" no one will "get" me and/or my intention. If you got this far, I am grateful for you reading this. See? Complicated. That's me.
"I regret not the mistakes I have made, I regret my actions which were flawless. For without flaw, no man can learn. And without learning, there is no gain." ~Jim Morrison~
Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk without having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping its dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else ever cared.
You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals. On the contrary, we would all celebrate its tenacity. We would all love its will to reach the sun. Well, we are the rose - this is the concrete - and these are my damaged petals. ~Lesane Parish Crooks aka Tupac Shakur~
VIRGO - The One that Waits Loves to gamble and take chances. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something un-trustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget the one and only.
This is the coolest thing, ever! (Thank you, MENTAL™ ☠)
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(last updated:May 1, 2009 @ 3:06 pm)
I am nothing without music/lyrics. I simply do not exist. I appreciate music of all kinds and from all over the globe. Music is the soundtrack of the movie in which I call "My Life".
