My profile background is black because it reflects my way of life since Tuesday, January 12, 2010 at precisely 11:51 PM. That was the night that my darling wife passed away in my arms, leaving me terrified and alone to face the inner hell of my own demons. The raw pain of losing her is unbearable. She was my absolute, unconditional love and I am LOST without her...

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Without her, in fact, I am nothing.

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I'm the luckiest man in the history of humanity on Earth, richer than all the bankers combined, and the most appreciative man I could ever be for having been given the gift of her pure, perfect, boundless love.

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And to everyone who thinks of that as somehow unmanly ... get away from my profile page before I smash you. If even HALF of you tough guys had ANY idea of the true meaning of unconditional love and had the courage to seek it, achieve it, and then fight like hell to keep it, you'd understand my anger and my pure, blinding misery. My point here is that the very next one of you who tells me to "gut up" and accept things for the way they are and move on ... will feel what it's like to be at the end of my virtual baseball bat. I loved my wife with every ounce of my being and I'm not the least bit ashamed to admit that ... publicly. Those of you who think of that as unmanly only do so because you're COWARDS who are too afraid to let that kind of love turn you into beings with the strength of entire armies, enabling you to conquer ANYTHING the entire world throws at you. You know NOTHING about love and even LESS about courage. Find that love and you'll fully understand what I mean. Until then, keep your goddamn pansy-ass mouths SHUT around me.

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For everyone else, friends of mine, friends of Amy's and friends of the pure, unified "US", and my readers, fans, and listeners of my radio talk show, as well as everyone else who has ever so much as sought the miraculous bliss of unconditional love, if you go to my pics here you can see my own personal angel ... the divine woman who saved my life once many moons ago and gave me the power to do ANYTHING I so chose ...