Pretty well my main rule: Rate me a fucking 10, or not at all. If I get a request from you, and you look interesting, I will rate you the same, be a fucktard a rate me a 1? I'll bitch at you, cause I know that I am a 10. It pisses me off cause it fucks up my rating for whatever picture you rated or my profile.
WHAT I LOOK FOR IN FRIENDS(Real Friends): Trust, Respect, Patience, Sence of Humor, Kind, but with an attitude, Someone with a sort of love for the arts, such as(writing, any kind of art) And a definate passion for music.
WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A GUY/GIRL: No Players, No Liars, Someone who respects me, someone who won't put me down, someone who believes that there is a reason god has us here, Someone who doesn't mind just sitting at home, and watching a good movie while curled up on the couch. Someone who has somewhat high self confindiance. Someone who can see the beauty inside of me. Someone who can accept me for the person I am, and not judge me for the problems that I have. Someone who doesn't bring up my past and my secrets if your ever special enough to hear about them. No game players, cause I'm not a bitch who likes to be played.
And if your just looking for sex, or nude pictures, YOU CAN JUST KEEP WALKING, cause I'm not that kind of girl who plays that kind of game.
Music:
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(last updated:February 21, 2009 @ 9:14 pm)
Interests:
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Read this...You may learn something about me.
I'm Alea, and honestly I could be your best friend, or your fucking worst enemy. I'm the mommy of 2 of heaven's angel's. I love you Hayden&Damien. Screw me over, I dare you, I'm more vindictive than karma could ever be. Touch my man, bitch I'll kill you. I'll do anything for you, until you hurt me, then fuck it, your on your own. You could always come to me for advice, I'm pretty good at that, and sometimes I'm right, I always listen to your problems, and help you if you need it. I know how to keep a secret, and I won't tell until you want me to. Judge me. I don't care, chances are if your negative, I won't listen, I know what I am. I'm all about protecting my family, my friends, and my boyfriend, touch any of them, give your heart and sins to god, cause I'll hunt someone down. I'm down and dirty, I've learned not to play fair anymore. If I come across as a bitch for some reason, I am one, but I can be nice, if I'm in a good mood. I'll do anything for someone I'm dating, I give them my heart, and everything, I won't leave your side, most of my friends are my family, you fuck with one, you fuck with all of us. Music is my life. I can be negative, but hell look at the stupid shit I deal with. People that I adore=Caycee,Cassandra, Joe,Sarah(R.I.P babygirl)and Mara. But I'm the girl that your momma will always love, but will never know the other sides of me. NEVER and I mean never call me baby, babe,or anything to that nature unless your allowed, and please don't ask me if you are allowed. I'm not always a positive person, but I try hard most days. I love taking pictures, especially with my friends. I get hurt a lot by everyone, so don't expect a whole lot out of me. I'll never be the sweetest angel, but I'm definally the scariest bitch you will ever know. You hit a nerve with me, you will know it. I'm no barbie doll, and I never want to be, toothpicks are for punks..haha. You learn not to give a shit, when you have been hurt like me, don't ask me about it especially if you don't want to hear it. I have a select few friends that I really count on, we are our own family. Just know, I'm not afraid of pain, and if needed, I will kick some ass wearing my heels, and long ass nails, no matter which i break first. [Talk Shit=Spit Blood][Cause and Effect] It breaks down like this for people that know me. I'm NOT, a whore, a slut, or any other words you come up with reguarding my sex life. I am however, sweet, loving, caring, a total bitch, I'm also, bisexual, scary, not so girly sometimes, a dirty fighter, and most importantly... I'M DIFFERENT..take the time to get to know me, you'll see. [Wanna know more? just ask!] Aquarius-Does it in the water. Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!¢¾
Will update this later)
Idols:
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I have a few people I consider Idols to me.
Cassandra-Your so strong, you deal with a lot of shit daily, and you get through it. Your like me in so many ways, and I think that's why we've stayed friends for so long. I loves you. Your my sister, and many other things to me.
My mom-Even though she gets on my nerves all the time, and she nags me a lot about cleaning and stuff, she's still one of the best things in my life, she's always taken care of me, even though sometimes she doesn't understand. She does what's best for me, and she works her ass off.
Angie(my sister)-I've been able to confide in her so much, even though we are like some sister's are, we hate each other, and then we are like best friends, we talk about everything. She was the one I first told about losing Hayden, and she was right there for me.
Caycee-Wow, there is so much I could say about you. Your what anyone could say, your my absolute best friend, and you've been there for pretty much everything in my life, and you know everything there is to know about me. If I ever lost you, I would lose my mind, and that's the truth. You are my family, even my mom says so, when you come over."Where's my other daughter at?"I trust you with everything there is in me, including my life. I remember the times that you would come over, and we'd sit in my living room floor, across from each other, eating chips, and just talk, and before we knew it, 3 hours or more have gone by. I loved it.
Joebear-This boy is my world & my fiancee. I'll never forget the day I met you, it seems just like yesterday. If I remember correctly, I was 14-15 when I did meet you. We were best friends since day one, and it just keeps getting better and better. I've known that you are the one for me for years. Together we have been through hell and back, through the suicidal stages, losing loved ones, and it broke my heart when you told me that your cancer was back. Together we will make it through anything, cause your the only one for me. I love you so much, you have no idea. :)