my name matthew fox i am 21 years old been though alot of shit i have grown up wit no one to love or love on me my parents was never around i am a very shy person to start out with ii have a speech prom and a nerves dis order and i also have a learning dis order i have done drugs and sold them and stoled shit to try to get away from my parents i got into alot of shit when i lived backed home in iowa i had a girl lie about me and lied to me about having a kid that had killed i was in a car wracked i have done so much i try end my life but i took some one else life i had never had anyone in my life tell me i am able to do something with my life and i thought it was true everyone in my life say i am a no body i am a little child wail today i have chosen to become someone grow up and do something with my life no longer will i listen to anyone cuz i know now i can be something i can be a some body if i chose
if u want to chat hite me up on yahoo seek_the_fox@yahoo.com
i will also like to thank everyone that help me out over the years all my family on fubar and friends love you all u been great
wrestling music swimming hanging out just having fun and i love writing poams and storys and songs just my feelings and my friend and family on fubar and everyone in the service i wana give them thanks
the american hero
where are you i am looking you picked me up when i need you you are looking down on me you been their no matter what from the start i look up i see you no one thier but i get up i moved on i stop and ask why the pain i know your proud to do what you do i know a hero when i see one i see an angle i thank you for everything you done the love one we lost truth be told everyone is hero or angel they have a goal in life you may say we all need someone a hero or angel but know u save my life and fright for me saving people lifes taking the one thing you got where you are today looking over my head keeping me in line telling me to keep moving go for my gaols in life to not look back to cross that line to take that nest step to fellow that road where it may leads i know it hard some time but go on go for it reach for it i keep moving as i reach for it i look and i stop i say wait what could it be what do i see is it true and i say thank you one last time to my hero or my angel the true friend and hero