I some times wonder why i even try and then i thin life is a great big advencer injoy it and just have fun but i dose do have so hard times witch sucks but i am learn how to deal w/the pains of life .yes i have thought and mean times came really close but i stop and think why am i do ing this why should i let the pain get to me like this they can't hurt me anymore unless i let them and i close myself but i have room to have friends and love them and injoy there company so life isn't that bad like i thought things looking up and i am starting talking more and more and open up hope i don't end up regreating it but i need not to think of it that in that light i have 3 new friends 2 of my roomies and some one my roomie knows so things are going hope i do not get my feelings hurt but i don't feel they would hurt me on porpose anyways :)
