Im not new at this game here .. Ive been with this site since it was Lost Cherry and Ive watched it grow into something better daily .. I used to be here almost 24/7 but I dont get on as much as I used to and I do miss some very special people to me on here yet I know they will be here when Im able to come on. I am now in the U.S Army and that takes up alot of my time. I can only hope that I will make just a little bit of a difference by my contribution. Im nobody special, just one person in a long list of soldiers that have sworn to protect our country and all of you that are in it. So, if you dont do anything else at least do one thing for me before you go to bed each night... Pray for every one of our men and women that are in Iraq and Afganistan. Pray that they make it home safe to their loved ones that are waiting for them while we enjoy our families.
Now a little about me. Obviously if your reading this, you have taken the time to acually look at my profile and not just rate and run. ( or you scrolled far enough down to get here ) Either way , This is so you know a little about me.
I'M A BITCH .. POINT BLANK
Im a Mother, Im A Soldier and Im a great friend. I am a very real lady. Im down to earth and I love everyone .. to a certain degree. I have some wonderful friends on here and they know who they are. Our friendships go way beyond just being an online thing. They are as real as they can get without us acually having met the other. Im straight forward and honest in everything I say and do. I wont lie to you just to get something. Im not here for the rates and points .. Im here for the friends Ive met .. they keep me here even when I want to leave and say fuck it. I dont want to hear what you want to do to me or what you want me to do to you. I COULD CARE LESS. This is the internet people .. there isnt anything you can do to me with your words. Cyber isnt real so why bother with it?? If I want something like that Hell, I can take care of that myself. I wont cam or watch you on cam .. again .. same concept as the cyber deal. ITS NOT REAL !! Im more of a lover than a fighter BUT I will stand up for what I believe in and what I think is right. No you probally wont get me to back down either ... Not unless you prove me wrong. ( which you will rarely do but if you do Ill admit it ) I can be the best friend you would ever want OR the worst enemy you will ever want. That choice is yours. Love me or hate me I dont care. Im not here to please you .. I dont think im beautiful, sexi, hott or any of the other words that people try to use to get something from you. I am just me and Im happy with who I am. I give respect to those that give it. If you respect me I will respect you in return.
I AM A FLIRT !!! LOL BUT just because I flirt doesnt mean Im interested in you. Again, ITS THE INTERNET! I dont think theres anyone that doesnt flirt to some degree on here and thats all good. As long as you know when its real and when its not. Now with all of this being said .. if you would like to get to know me better just let me know.. Im all for meeting new people and making new friends. Much love to all of my family and friends. Muahhhhzzzzzzz. You all make this site worth being here.
" Don't Judge "
Pray don't find fault with the man who limps or stumbles along the road Unless you have worn the shoes he wears, or struggled beneath his load. There may be tacks in his shoes that hurt, though hidden away from view, Or the burden he bears...placed on your back, might cause you to stumble too.
Don't sneer at the man who's down today, unless you have felt the blow That caused his fall or felt the shame that only the fallen know. You may be strong, but still the blows that were his... if dealt to you, In the selfsame way at the selfsame time might cause you to stagger too.
Don't be too harsh with the man who sins or pelt him with word or stone Unless you are sure...yea doubly sure that you have no sins of your own... For you know...perhaps if the tempters voice should whisper...as softly to you As it did to him...when he went astray could cause you to falter too.
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, And if you can source your life on the edge of the lake And shout to the silver of the full moon.
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, Weary and bruised to the bone, And do what needs to be done for the children. It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center Of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside When all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself And if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
i have many interests. id prolly take that whole page tryin to tell ya all about what i love to do. for the most part i will try anything one time. if i like it i will make sure i get to do it over and over again. if i dont like it you will never see me doin it again. i love to read when i have the time to spare and writing is a big thing for me. I have alot of my poems in my blogs so feel free to check them out if you would like. Anything else you would like to know just ask me and I will answer ya.