Look this is me the real me not gonna change for anyone or anything!!!!!



We all walk thru this world alone at times and it sucks! But what does it really mean to have a partner by your side if they are not really there? With true love we should be willing to do anything in the world for that person, we should want to spend time with them, and really be a part of each other, not by anymeans to the point of smothering someone tho we all need our space! What the hell is "your just to nice" what is that? Does that mean guys would rather have a B***H for a girlfriend? I dont get that one! lol I dont ask for much just someone who can deal with all my insanities, someone who will love me for me and accept my girls as a part of me! Now I know 4 women in the house lol WOW yes Ill give you a weeks vacation away every month! LMAO No but seriously just some thoughts of mine what do guys want in a woman? Whats really important? The superficial? How much you party? Whether we have kids or not? People need to be real, now Im a beautifull woman but I have my imperfections like anyone else only Ive learned to love and accept them dont like some of them but can accept them as a part of who I am!!



Doodle My Photo:

Lost Soul

Looking in the mirror,
At this invisible face,
This soul has vanished,
Without a trace,

Only the memories,
When left behind,
And still I morn,
For a love I cant find,

A soul that was happy,
Now lives in strife,
Walking in the shadows,
Of my empty life,

Should I end it all,
Or try to be strong?
Its doesn't matter,
You wouldn't notice if I was gone,

Was my heart fooled?
By you deceiving lies,
Come back to me,
Wipe these tears from my eyes,

Bleeding for the truth,
Struggling to find your heart,
But you don't feel the way I do,
And its riping my apart,

But until my soul is found,
I will never let you know,
You,ll have my heart forever,
But I have to let you go.