Bougie With A Lil Hood's blog: "update"

A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end

hate that you fooled me With your infectios smile I hate that you told me you loved me When you were lying all the while I hate that you were so jealous When he was just a friend I hate that you turned this Into something we cannot mend I hate that we screwed this up Past the point of no return I hate that you never believed me Trust is something you should learn I hate that you ignore me now As if we never were I hate that you betrayed me For my pain there is no cure I hate that you broke my heart You don't know what I've been through But most of all I hate myself for letting you

Trust is but a word But it still has meaning Trust is a feeling Thats always worth achieving Trust is a must Yes I know that ryhmes Trust is trust It shows your mine I always will trust you I hope you can do the same Because my trust for you Is fueled by the love you have For me

Have you ever wondered why a friend that you care for so deeply juss goes a way with out a word? Its like all the sudden you have a disease, and they are afraid to catch it. You know who you are and I dont know what I did to deserve it, But whatever it was, I guess I am sorry.

A tear comes to mind, when I think of you And remember the time when our friendship was new. A gentle smile centered on your face, And I knew that then was the time and place, To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart. I thought we'd be forever and never part, But now we have come to a fork in the road, Where we must no longer carry each other's load, Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar, For the paths we are taking are very far apart. I will remember always the places we went, And cherish forever the time we've spent. So now is the time where I say goodbye, Spend one last minute lost in your eyes. As much as I know that we can't stay, I hope our paths will cross again some other day

Needing to feel something More than just pain Smiles, joy and laughter Warmth and love again Tired of sitting alone Crying so many tears Breaking apart inside Been like this for years Wanting to scream Breaking the silence Hear more than myself Feeling loves brilliance Life has become so hard Pushing through each day Trying too see some light Darkness blocks the way Please come take my hand It's been way to long Looking for a way out Only one place I belong

Your gone again and I'm waiting because some part of me won't let you go and still hopes that when you come back you'll run into my open arms I know that your with her and that's OK i can see when i look in your eyes that part of you still cares it may not be big but its there and though i hate crying especially over you I'll keep my heart open and ready to be broken because some small part of me loves you more than my pride

I AM BACK YOU LUCK PEOPLE YOU!!! HEHEHE

Hi all i havent forgot any of you!! My computer is on the blink and i am getting it fixed, So keep sending me the love ( and thanks to all of you that have) and i will return it wheni get back !! I PROMISE!! should only be a few more days!! love you all!!

We're soaring upward toward heaven. Two hearts beating as one, for the first time. We've waited for this moment for so long. But thought it could never be. Seems like an angel sent from above, Touched us both with her magic wand. When you walked thru the door, I was shocked. I thought, how real this dream seems to be! We looked at each other, I held my breath. Slowly, you closed the distance between us. Then you took me tenderly in your arms And just kept holding me close. Not a word was spoken, so quiet, than only sighs. Finally we gazed into each other's eyes. Your finger tips slowly caressing my face. Our lips just aching to be kissed. First, just touching, slowly, tenderly. Now your lips are crushing mine. Then two tongues savoring each other. Oh, how I dreamed of this scene so many times. Never thought it could ever come true. You are everything I dreamed you would be. So tender, so loving, so caring, so precious. The esctasy I felt was overwhelming my heart. I could feel the throbbing of yours, next to mine. When we reached the ultimate goal of fulfullment, Our long awaited heavenly dream had come true.