Life is changing so much and I am honestly loving it! Back in July/ August things went south with me and Jeremy and we just weren't able to get it back so after ten long years of marriage we are calling it quits.....don't get me wrong in some way shape or form I will always love and care for him we shared three lost angels and a lot of time we are just no longer in love with each other and are moving on to better things, I do wish him all the happiness in the world and would hope he would do the same for me but who knows! I have been spending a lot of time with new people and loving every minute of it. Crissy is teaching me to for lack of better words to grow a set and be aggressive! Matt provides comedy and kind words when needed. But the person I owe the most to lately has been Larry, he hasn't run away screaming yet....and always makes me smile and feel safe! I can be myself and let loose and not be afraid to say something wrong or do something wrong! My old friends are still here for me and don't know where I would be without them Heather has been my rock and Kristy my crazy side.....Denise always the voice of reason when I plan something crazy! Through all of this I lost my job and I am currently looking for a new one if anyone knows of anything let me know! Everyone I talk to says they have never seen me happier and I think I would have to agree......Now as for the things floating around as to why mine and Jeremy's marriage is no more......I want to make it perfectly clear MY MOM was not the reason, strain of money or lack there of, fighting over work, losing multiple babies, Jeremy having affairs and also me failing as a wife and giving in to sweet talk so both are to blame but not my mom!!!!! So if you have any question you can message me! I just want to thank all my friends old and new who have been here for me and hope you will all continue to be here!!!!!!!
