Yes, I'm back, but only to post this. I am not going to rehash things that Lynda has already said. I'm sure you all know by now I was in an accident and have my work cut out for me to get back on my feet, both literally and figuratively. One thing Lynda didn't mention is there is some spinal damage too, which may require surgery. The doctors think that may be why I haven't had the flexibility that is normally expected, and the feeling and reflexes haven't been normal.
That is in addition to my recovery from the other assorted injuries, and the physical therapy required to resume normalcy. Depending on what doctors find when checking my spine will determine a number of things. All I can say is I need to focus my efforts and attention on getting myself better. so it is with a heavy heart I must bid you all a goodbye. Lynda also hinted at my mental state, which I know needs a lot of work. It did before, and the accident has made some things worse.
I want to thank those of you that made my time on Fubar fun. If there was another way, I would look to take it. But there isn't. There are some of you that are important, probably more important than you could know.
Country - Sweetie - you have no idea what our chats meant to me. In a different situation, who knows what might have happened. Lets just say I know things could have happened. I did read all your posts, and some brought tears to my eyes. But until I get control of my body (or should I say, If I get full control) not to mention my mind and emotions, I am not going to be good for much. You deserve the best of me, and right now, I am nowhere even close to being my best. Please know that you will always be in my heart and mind. The best I can say is I never would have accepted your engagement if you hadn't gotten inside of me. Thoughts of you are one of the few things that helps me smile, and also what made the decision to take a vacation from Fu while I recover very tough.
Ryche - You got me here, and I thank you. I will take your advice and not close the account. I have sent you my login and password via PM. Take over my page, and use the ability points as you see fit. there are more details in the email. Regarding the pics, I know you'll do right by me. But if you are in dire need for credits, and can take advantage of some desperate troll, well, you know I would. After all, it is just a picture.
Berg, White Chocolate - Thank you both for your kindness and politeness, especially during this very trying time for me.
To everyone else who has shown or left love, messages - Thank you, they are appreciated. I have no way to return or repay your kindness. Even if I may not respond to everything, I do appreciate the true, good people on this site. It's nice to know there are other polite, respectful people out there.
And if any Pervs/Trolls are reading this, well, if it didn't hurt so much to extend my middle fingers towards you. I think that says it all.
With a heavy heart for now - at least for certain people, you know if you are one - I must say goodbye. Perhaps I'll return when things are better physically and emotionally. Country and Ryche, I love you both. Everyone else who has been nice - I fu-luv you. Btw, if you have to ask yourself "Do I fall into the "been nice" group?", odds are, you don't. You know if you have been nice to me.
Take care for now Fu. Don't forget to live life. As I know, it is very short and shouldn't be taken for granted.
Ryche, please take good care of my page.