Ever have those nights where your finally left alone and your mind starts to wonder and recapture the last few months of your life and you realize that your lost, maybe your somewhere inside yourself, maybe sitting on top of yourself, but definatly not in control of yourself. Not sure where you hid or why, everything on the outside seems great, you got a home a wife and a future to build, so why are you hiding? Maybe your not even hiding maybe your trapped somewhere? I know it sounds messed up to everyone, come to think of it, it sounds messed up to me too......