I feel unwelcome in my own home. With the new room mate and what not, I just feel like I shouldnt be here anymore. I am going to be starting work soon, and I will save up money to get my car on the road, and then I will hardly be here. Why be here if I feel unwanted or unwelcome? I will start paying on some of the bills and just stay away from the people for the most part. I dont even know the roommate really, and I dont know if this is going to go over well. She is stayin in the living room, so that means, if she is sleeping, my daughter and I cannot be in there. What kind of shit is that? The living room is supposed to be for everyone. Whatever. Its not my house. I have no say, even though he tries to make it seem like I do. He is even letting her read one of my books without my permission. MY FAVORITE book. If anything happens to it I am going to be pissed. I had told someone I was going to let them borrow it and now I cant. That is bullshit. I am just venting, I know you have all read this shit before from me, but I am just angry about my whole living situation right now. I am not happy. And I wont be until I figure out me and who I am basically. I think I need someone to help me with that though. If anyone could ever be patient enough with me.
