I wonder if you'll ever know just how I really feel.
And I wonder if you'll show me that this is really real.
There's nothing left to lose,
Nothing left to prove.
Will you show me how to prove that this was never real.
So tell me why I feel I need you.
You always seem to drag me down
And you make me feel so alive.
I'm lost here with you, lost without you.
Free-falling in the purgatory you've created for me.
It's so hard to just believe.
Chorus :
And you force me to lie to myself
It's not alright, but I'll fake it.
Will this never end
All the tonights have come and gone
And the pressure still continues to grow
I'm torn between myself and your lies.
Take it back to the times
I could feel on my own.
You're a liar, poser, cheater, deciever
And I hate this thing you call love.
Verse 2:
Building the world you laid out for me
In the life I made to be...
I walk around this cold, dark cell,
and bleed the words I'll choose to never tell.
I love you and I hate you all the same
Lost inside your mind
Drowning deep in this (fuckin) lie.
I need you here in me
Why don't you choke & die
(fucking choke and die)
Chorus:
And you force me to lie to myself
It's not alright, but I'll fake it.
Will this never end
All the tonights have come and gone
And the pressure still continues to grow
I'mn torn between myself and your lies.
Take it back to the times
I could feel on my own.
You're a liar, poser, cheater, deciever
And I hate this thing you call love.
I wish it didnt end this way
I wish you would tell me the words to say
Tell me how I'm not supopse to live
And take away everything you could give
It's time to break away from me
It's time to finally be free
