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Harley babes Man's blog: "untitled"

created on 05/31/2007  |  http://fubar.com/untitled/b87340

my days are dark, and my nights are darker. my world is crashin, I feel like slashin. I'm on the edge I want to jump off, I'm on a downword spiral. I pray for impact.

I tried to get drunk and pass-out.

just so i couldnt feel the pain.

Pictures of him loveing you,

was more then i could stand.

It played over and over in my head.

       chorus

So I downed a shot,

took a swig, just

so I couldnt feel the pain.

 

My bags are packed and by the door.

It's all I can do not to hop a train and

come to you. But i remember promises made

that the only thing keeping me from you.

       chorus

So I downed a shot

took a swig just

so I couldnt feel the pain

 

So  I downed a shot.......took a swig just so i couldnt feel the pain.

As some of you might know,I am the care giver for my dad.He is 65 years old and dieing from copd,its a very slow death.He has gone fom being able todo everything in november 08 to hardly being abl to make it to the bathroom.I am on here mostly at night but am on sometimesdureing the day.i dont always get to respond as quickly to people as i like,but my pop keeps me quite busy dureing the day...ok just so you all know im not ignoreing you.....

You woke up this morning......getting ready for your big day.

rushing here and running there.Trying to make sure everythings just right.

 

you have no time or daddy.

i stand on the sidelines,with tears streamin down my face,remembering yesterdays little girl,that only a short time ago

would sit on my lap and fall asleep.

 

I look at you now and wonder where's daddy's little girl. your all grown upand ready to start a lie of your own.

 

 

baby please.....let me be,come on and set me free.

why wont you turn loose of me,cut the ties that bind.

 

you say you love me....then let me spread thesewings

and fly away.

 

one of these days......you'll wake up, and realise

you been holdin on. to what has been....but is no more.

 

you say you love me.....

then let me spread these wings and fly away.....

 

baby please let me be....

 

 When i close my eyes.....I dream of you,doesnt matter the time of day. Thoughts of you run thru my head.

I have known you for a short time now and our paths have never crossed...I am waiting for the day.......it doesnt matter,morning noon or night...thoughts of you run thru my head.

I look back now, knowing what I should of said.But the words just wouldnt come. All I could do was watch her walk away. M aybe she'll come back to me, if I beg and plead. She has got to know what she means to me. I know the words I must say. I have thought them every day.The words you have wanted to hear for so long.I just hope its not to late. Maybe she'll come back to me, if I get down on my hands and knees,beg and plead. She has got to know what she means to me. Looking at you, lookin at me with tears in my eyes. I'm laying it all on the line. Telling my thoughts, my dreams. Letting you know how I feel. Maybe she'll come back to me,if I get down on my hands and knees,beg and plead. She has got to know what she means to me. Your standing there stareing at me with tear stained eyes. It's hard to tell what your feeling inside,did I waist to much time. Then you say "Do we really wanna go down that road again"? I reach out and take your hand, Then I say...... Wont you come back to me? I'm on my knees. Beggin and pleadin.You have to know.... what... you....mean.... to... me.
Look at us with our heads buried in the sand.Blind to all that surrounds us.No clue where there going or where they've been. They dont listen to there mommies or daddies,because we try and be there friend.where will this end? Every generation is a little worse then the last. They rebel against all we teach.How can we move foreword,when they keep running away and never listen to a word we say. They dont listen to there mommies or daddies,because we try and be there friend. Where will this end? We start with good intentions,yet we fail when we promiced to help them succeed.We have no one to blame but ourselves. They dont listen to there mommies or daddies, because we try and be there friend. Where will it end. we have to be firm.We have to be strong.To make sure they do no harm.To raise them up above everything. It's not to late.we still have time to teach them right from wrong. Only time will tell how this will end. Can we undo what has been done? We cannot be there friend,we have to be strong
I come home from work,all is as it should be. Acept one things missing, one things missing, The one thing missing is you. I have the house,car's diamonds and the bling. One things missing,one things missing, the one thing missing is you. I thought I knew happiness,thought I knew joy. But thats impossible,because I dont have you. One things missin,one things missing, the one thing missing is you.
I dont wanna be on the outside looking in. I have been there before,i dont wanna do it again. So come on baby, open up and let me in. Im sitting here with pen in hand, thinking about all that could be. Us walking hand in hand down by the sea, strolling thru the park long after dark. I dont wanna be on the outside looking in Ihave been there before i dont wanna do it again. So come on baby, open up and let me in. I will be there for you baby' I wont ever let you down. when ever you need me hony, just call my name and ill be there. I dont wanna be on the outside looking in, so come on abby let me in.
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