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Inside I've got some plans, if only they knew about them and about my dreams they'd freak out on me. If they knew they'd push me away, for planning to be with someone who wants to be with me. I'm still torn in what to do, hopefully I don't cause someone to fall for me, as I will cause them hurt though its not like me. I could get a fresh chance, even if on my own but I do not know. If I pushed it all away and decided to keep going musically who will, who won't hate me? Is it wrong to want to be alone, or to walk this lonely road? These things will take time, but these demons are still slowly closing in on me. Where will I wind up, what shall become of me? I have those who know of my ideas & plans, one tells me not to bother and to move on. Others claim to have my back, and to always have my back despite what comes of me. If things pick up, and someone decides to persue me. I will be speechless and dumbfounded, clearly. I ask the question of why, I am reminded time and time again and she says there is nothing to deny. Am I whats best, or should I ignore this person and aim for success? Will they still be there, if this is my decision as shit gets cut down like circumsision?
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