He falls apart, he saw a pic of such a happy family and knows theres no role in there for me. He'll want to move on, when that kid grows into a man, hopes he doesn't hate him but that he'll understand. He understands hes got no role, theres no point in him trying, is it best that he just fall? He enveys the family, inside he asks "When will this be me?" When will I raise a son, a daughter or a family? Maybe hes just blinded by jealousy. For now his hopes short, like nearing the end of a rope, and he asks himself inside, how the hell can I cope? But thats life, some people are jealous, some are fucked up, and some over zealous. Some cope, through liquor and dope, some rob & steal, just to feel & get a sense of hope. Some beat their wives, some try to stay alive, some are frozen outside, some run & hide. Some even work 9-5, while trying to raise a family.