the sight of lust in my eyes as i close in, it puts me in a state of mind like nothing else is around. the smell of your scent in the wind drives me nuts as i close in on your position. your in trouble, im a fiend for your beauty, i cant have enough. your eyes drive me wild, your hair like silken strands of gold. To have and to hold you is what i strive to achieve, when shall you be mine? when will time break the barrier of the distance that holds us apart? you are too good for me, i know this, yet i cant give up now. your perfect in every sense of the word, you will be the one i cherish this i promise. im a fiend for your beauty, your in trouble, i can never have enough. your body is what i long to hold close and dear, when shall time take over and bring us near?
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I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My insanity is now my reality as i drown in the flood of pain my heart unleashes. Yet i dont understand the pain, its not there for any reason besides to tear me down. I have lost my grip and fallen, fallen into the depths of my own shadow which i have no path. I have no light or road to travel upon to save me, i am lost. I have lost my way out of insanity.
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to meet the girl and look into her eyes, she could be the one. the warmth in her touch and the sense of security she gives you, she said lets be friends. the ove you gave her, the ways you thought to please her. you wanted nothing more than to show you were good for her, she said lets just be friends. when all see how she was treated and see how you will treat her, and youve got a cheering section for the victory of this huge defeat, yet, she said lets just be friends. she took her warm hands and ever so softly ripped open the chest and took your heart from where it sat, and she said lets just be friends, as she stomps on your soul ever so softly.
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Look out for the devil shook you out, hung up by the toes from the roof of the mind slung into a sling while you recoop the spirit so the soul may fly out into nights sky to lose the dream that never was that's always been to hide from the reality which you once grasped wait you never had it, it slips your grip you ship out to the flip up shit flies up your out you twisted up, didn't tie your shoes you trippin, face plant inside your basecamp within your thoughts your losin it you lost your mind your psycho your psyche is screwed you don't understand your thoughts this syndrom is classic your sick you've become a virus to the process of thought till the visions open your eyes and you see the light no longer blinded by the murk of the mist which you hid the truth to spread the lies to hide who you are but not who you've become, paranoid up the ass as you let the musics bass pound in your head over repeteadly steady your done
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dont understand the way the mind can twerk to the advantage of the thoughts you want oout and twist the words and squeeze out the juice of your emotions while disrupting the thought process in general making it your bitch and twisting the rules of reality to express the changes of the swings as they go back and forth and you climb into that cave to dig out the words to excavate the newest editions of the who and what you are to tell the world to fuck off, yea, for sure,.. the minds telling me, whatever drink(drug) your on, ill take a casefull hahahah
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trust in a lie that keeps you from the pain of the truth that hurts to the bone that sheds the core to reveal the scared emotions you once bore on the sleeve of your arm to show you gave no shit about the lie that you thought would hide you from the truth to rebound the truth you told to hide the lies of the life that you wanted that you destroyed only to backlash to the pain and mistust of the valiant ones who tried to save your soul in the mist of time while stuck in your own thoughts of forgetfullness you should have remembered to dispell the lies and bring forth the truth of the past to save the future while your paranoid sitting in the present.....
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How did you last so long? Cutting it deep to the core of the problem finding no solution but the demise of the hope that was once a dream that had a chance of becoming a reality..
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