Times have changed and I ain’t the same,
I was told all lies and it hurts so bad ‘cause it’s gone on for so long.
All I wanted was to be with you forever,
But we’ve always been so far apart, always within reach but never called upon.
I’ve seen your face a million times,
I still don’t care about my emotions being set ablaze.
The day you left is a day I’ll never forget.
I crawled in bed and cried myself to sleep.
The pain you left me with left me swearing I wouldn’t make it through alive.
Yet here I am, alive as ever.
I wish I was dead, the pain I cannot bear.
Nothing I can do can erase the pain, so now I feel I must turn to my blade.
All my release comes in the form of a few simple cuts.
The blood runs down my wrist freely, and I make no attempt to stop it.
The blood brings relief, and with relief comes comfort.
