thasupadiva or just plain DA DIVA's blog: "I Can't..Originally written on 8/21/08"

Orginally written 9/27/07

I can't really explain to you what it is that I'm going thru

Lots of sleepless nights tossin and turning cuz I haven't quite figured out what I'm suppose to do

Trying to find a solution cuz damn right now its a little confusin'

Never giving to much emotion cuz that's too much exposure

 Hard to let you in fearful that my heart may get broken

I don't mean to be hard just can't deal with my emotions being harmed

Traveled down that road and it's taken quite a toll but I'm gone let the dice roll, willin to take another chance

in hopes that I can have some true romance

I don't mean to clown cuz I know that gets you down

I have to step back and just calm the hell down

Gotta let things flow cuz I really don't want you to go

Been feelin this too long so I'm going to continue to stay strong

No negative thoughts cuz I don't want this to end up my fault

So I'm going to stay in my place with some style and some grace

This is not a race so why am I trying to speed up the pace?

Won't take this for granted cuz I know there is no room for anymore chances

Finally saying what I mean cuz at some point I knew I was gonna have to come clean