Clouded are the eyes of love
Diminishing the deceiving reasoning of night
I offered my breath in your hand
The breath is returned… unharmed in spite
Yet no leniency is shown
More was stolen than one would first perceive
death would have been much more merciful
than the hollow soul you left behind to wither and grieve
a dark black past is my most valued possession in time
as distance clears the memory to a dull fog
now only seeing with familiar hate
I feel the comforting darkness begin to shelter me
As I begin losing sight of all feeling
Nothing more than living dead
blood burns cold through my veins
Destroying anything in its wake
Leaving nothing to believe in
But the ugliness of harsh truth
Now seen clearly without the light
Fueling the anger burning within
A battle of war of my soul begins within
Between the person I had become
Fighting from being smothered
by the person I once was
what I fought so hard to become
I can no longer bare the pain to be
Limbering in a twist of fate
I can not bare to let go of the person that holds the pain..
Hating everything, everyone
Staring into the cold abyss of my bleak future
Wanting nothing, no one
There isn’t anything to spare me this torture
Nor does it all seem to matter within
No longer caring for anything or anyone
It’s now only out of morbid curiosity of which will win..