I just wanna be numb. Dead inside. I don't wanna feel anything anymore. I don't want anyone to rely on. I don't want anyone to rely on me. I'm an unreliable creature anyway. Always changing. Forever moving on. I just want to be alone, as I once was. I just want to be empty inside. I don't want this happiness anymore. I'm just a whore with an fake innocence. It lures people in, I make people love me. Then I go away. I'm always pushing, never letting anyone in. Can I just go back to that again? I don't want to be in this insecure place anymore. I don't want to feel this uncertainty. Forever waiting for someone, hoping for someone. Craving someone.
