Why can't life be easy? I know what I want out of life yet it seems so unobtainable. Everytime I think I find it the beast comes out of the shadows and the truth is unearthened. Is there no one on this planet that that believes in the thesis of being honest and true? Why must everyone carry on such fake fascades. I am tired of people acting a certain way then you start to believe that is how they are then they flip fascades to another personality. That really gets on my nerves. Its like when a friend asks for 20 dollars and you give it to them with the promise to return it the next day with no return then them ask for your car. Im not about to give my car to someone who can't return 20 bucks, I mean come on I may be overly friendly but I'm not about to be walked over I did that for the last 3 years of my life. I wish for once in my life I could find someone who was real, with not alot of drama, a little is okay but not overwhelmed. I have enough drama of my own, I want a person who is honest. I want someone who is blunt. Be honest you want a relationship say so, want a fast fuck say so, don't go into it being all relaionship bound then play out for a quick fuck and disappear that is the quickest way to scorn this bitch. I am not an easy bitch to contend with when Im scorned so the lesson in this is ...LOSE THE FAKE FASCADES if you want to chill with me.
