wow i just got some news tonight that upsets me. my g-pa went to the dr the other day. he has been having problems for some time now and i didnt really know what was going on. you know its my g-pa of course hes getting old and i figured it was old age. the dr told him that he has lou gehrigs disease they gave him anywhere from a year to five years. i dont know how to accept this at all. my g-pa means so much to me, he has always been there for me, so now its my turn to be there for him. out of all the people in the life i always turn to him for anything. i know he loves me unconditionally and he has never judged me for anything i have ever done. i know that when its time to go theres nothing you can do im just not ready!
