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Unattainable???

I sit around and find myself questioning my motives and what drives me to keep going. Granted i have a gr8 job in NYC as an IRONWOKER LOCAL 361, and a i have a 9 month old son who i love and adore and would die for. But something in my life has eluded me, true love... I know it might sound corny coming from a man who is about to turn 27, most would say that im crazy and i should just stay focused. Others who know me for the crazy BREAKDANCING/DANCING freak would say wtf are you talking about. Well i thought i had it all figured out but alas LOVE has eluded my grasp once again. A woman who is 9 years my senior who shall remain nameless showed me a glimpse of what a TRUE WOMAN is. Not these youngins who just go 2 the bar and act like COCKTEASES all nite, don't get me wrong MEN ARE NO BETTER LOL. But she showed me there is more to life than wut life throws at me, i just wish we could have made it work. My and her schedule put MUCH strain on our relationship and alas it CRUSHED our future together. But i walk away from this relationship with a new understanding that LOVE DOES exist and that given the time and patience i WILL fall in love and it will work... BUT GOD DAMN WHEN??? lol I know i look like the type of guy who acts like a player but rest assured i am not that kind of man... When i'm single i have my fun as all men/women should do ;) But during a relationship i turn into the complete opposite, guess that's my inner something lol i can't explain it i just feel it lol. Tell me if i'm wrong for feeling this way i'm open to any comments or feelings on my present situation cuz i'm lost lol...
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